kardashian | h.s.

through the dark

a month had gone by and i still had yet to tell dylan that i was pregnant. harry hadn't told jaylen either because we wanted to tell them around the same time, that way we could prevent one of them telling the other. the last thing i'd want was dylan or jaylen hearing it from someone else who wasn't me or harry.

i was however, on my way to dylan's to give him the news. he needed to know now, before i started showing or anything. the doctor said i was around ten weeks now, or two and a half months. harry had taken me to my appointments, he was very helpful. we decided the best idea was to be best friends/ coparents, rather than anything else.

i stopped my car in dylan's driveway and my heart was pounding. how would he take news like this? i know him and harry were cool, but were they cool enough to be fine with this situation? and what about jaylen? i couldn't worry about her right then, i had to focus on the beast in front of me: telling my boyfriend i was pregnant with another man's baby.

suddenly there was a knock on my car window. dylan. i rolled it down. "hey, babe. what are you doing sitting in the car? come inside." he smiled and i nodded. i got out of the car and followed him inside. "is everything okay? you seem off." he worried as he shut the front door.

i immediately burst into tears. "oh my god, kaia, are you okay? what's wrong?" dylan freaked out while he wrapped his arms around me. "come on, let's sit on the couch and talk." he did his best to calm me while he guided me to the couch. we sat down and he kept his arms around me. "kaia, talk to me please. tell me what's wrong and i'll fix it." he rubbed my back.

"you can't." i mumbled under my breath. i did my best to calm myself. i had to get it together if i was going to tell him. "well, i'll try, you just have to tell me what's wrong." he pushed a little. i shook my head. "no, dylan, you don't understand. there is no fixing this. i did something that cannot be changed now. well it could, but i don't want to. just to make sure you know, this happened before you were even in the picture so please don't think i cheated on you." i rambled but it was so quiet, i knew he didn't hear all of it, probably just bits and pieces.

"kaia, what are you talking about?" there was panic in his face and i felt guilt wash over me once again. "you're gonna hate me." tears built up in my eyes again. "i could never. just please tell me what you're talking about." dylan sweetly asked me. i wondered how he could be so wonderful and be with me. then i remembered that he probably wouldn't be with anymore after this.

"dylan, i'm pregnant." i admitted and searched his face for a reaction. his jaw clenched tightly. "is it mine?" he asked me, sounding worried for my answer. i wasn't quite sure which answer he wanted. "no. but it happened before we met! i didn't cheat on you, dylan, you have to believe me." i defended. technically, that wasn't entirely true. harry i have kissed since dylan and i got together, but we weren't talking about that right now.

"it's harry's." dylan abruptly stood up, leaving me alone on the couch. "dylan-" i started. "tell me i'm wrong." he demanded, yet i stayed silent. "exactly. you can't. i was worried about you two, but i trusted you." he rubbed his face with his hands. "i need you to leave." he turned and said to me in a cold voice.

"are you breaking up with me?" i asked him, my voice shaky. dylan said nothing, which only made my nerves worse. "i- i need you to leave, kaia." he repeated, not answering my question. "dylan, i need to know." i pressed. i didn't want to make him angry, but i had to know where we stood. "just get out!" he yelled, his head in his hands. "okay." i agreed, my voice small. i stood up quickly and showed myself to the door. i walked as fast as i could to my car and drove away.

kaia i told dylan. he didn't take it very well

harry shit. i'm on my way to jaylen's. do you think i should hold off on telling her?

kaia definitely not. it's better she hears it from you then my pissed off boyfriend

harry you're right. i'm pulling up to her house now. i'll text you afterwards

kaia good luck