kardashian | h.s.

night changes

"so..." i awkwardly dragged out as harry and i sat down on the couch on the back porch, making harry chuckle. "this shouldn't be awkward, kardashian. it's just us." this made me smile widely, even though i tried to contain it. "why are you smiling like that?" he asked me, clearly not understanding. "you haven't called me 'kardashian' in like a year." i explained, still smiling.

"oh, i'm sorry. i forgot you don't like that nickname." he apologized quickly, shaking his head. "no, it's okay. i don't mind it, really." he used to call me that whenever he thought i was being a diva, or acting weird, he only called me that when he thought i was acting like a kardashian or when he wanted to make me annoyed, but he hadn't done it in a while. i kind of missed it.

"well, we need to talk about what just happened. about this." harry said, getting us back to what we came out here to talk about. i nodded in agreement. "i thought you didn't want to do this yet, because it was too soon?" he continued.

"well i guess, i realized i was wrong. i've loved you for years, so it's pretty impossible for it to be 'too soon', now." i half-joked.
"well i just don't want you rushing into a relationship with me if you're not ready. like i said, i can wait however long you need me to." he reminded me but i shook my head.

"harry, you're so sweet for worrying about me. but i'm ready, really. i love you and i want to be with you, as long as you want to be with me, that is." i avoided eye contact with him, worried that he might've changed his mind or something. "oh, i do, trust me. i just don't want this to end up being a rebound or something like that." he responded.

"harry, you are so much more than a rebound. you're the boy who has always been there for me through everything, who does a million things for me everyday but insists that he's not that great of a person, the boy who i loved before we even met, and who i still love now." i tell him as we lean towards each other.

harry makes a quick movement and connects our lips. he gently lays me down, climbing over me, without separating our lips. suddenly, he pulls away, "wait a minute." he narrows his eyes, "you said you loved me before we met? you had a crush on me before we met? you never told me that." he smirked, clearly happy with this news. "shut up and kiss me, you idiot." i joked before connecting our lips again.

this time it was me who pulled away, "does it ever drive you crazy, just how fast the night changes?" i said, doing my best to keep a straight face, but failing miserably as harry whined, "not this again!" i laughed loudly at him. "i like your laugh." he smiled. "it's cute."
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"kaia jenner, would you like to go on an official date with me?" harry smiled as i was walking him out. "eh, i don't know." i narrowed my eyes before harry chuckled deeply and kissed me. "i'll pick you up friday at 6." he smirked, kissing my forehead. "perfect." i smiled before he walked away and i shut the door behind him.

before i even turned around, i heard the girly screams from behind me. i sighed as i turned around to see my three best friends looking ecstatic. "that was the proudest moment of my life." azalea smiled, placing her hand over her heart. "we raised her well, but now she's all grown up." lex pretended to wipe tears from under her eyes.

"that was the coolest shit you've ever done for sure. dibs on telling that story to you and harry's kids." jasmine chimed in, making me giggle. "i love you guys." i smiled, pulling them in for a group hug, "i'm so glad you're here."