kardashian | h.s.

no control

"hi, dr. solomon. it's kaia jenner." i sat on the couch, watching old reruns of friends as i called my doctor. "kaia, hi! how are you feeling? is everything alright?" he asked immediately. "yeah, everything's good, i'm feeling great. i was wondering, actually, if you think it would be okay if i went to the grammys on february 15th? like, do you think that would be a bad idea, do you think i'll be healed enough?"

"well," he started, "if you're feeling well, and it's still more than two weeks away, you should be perfectly fine to go. since your fracture wasn't too major, you're probably good to go with your regular activities, as long as you're cautious. like, don't breakdance or start taking up gymnastics for a little while." he told me, adding a little joke at the end.

"yes sir. thank you very much." i laughed. i thought back to when harry and i had sex, and he kept asking if i was okay, or if my rib was hurting. it made me laugh, thinking about how sweet he was. "kaia? everything okay?" the doctor said from the other line. "oh, yeah. thank you for your help. i'll see you for my checkup next week, bye dr. solomon." i hung up.

"what'd he say?" kendall yelled from the kitchen. "i'm clear to do whatever i want, i just have to be careful for a little bit." i yelled back. "aw, that's awesome." she said as she walked into the living room with two water bottles.  "pizza sound good?" she asked and i nodded a yes. "pizza always sounds good." i reminded her. "i'll make the call." kendall laughed.

while she was on the phone, there was a knock on the door. "well that was fast." i joked and she rolled her eyes, "go get the door." she pushed my shoulder. "i'm going, i'm going." i walked towards the front door and pulled it open.

"oh, hey. what's up, styles?" i smiled at the man at the door. i thought for a second about how this is the first time i'd seen him since we slept together, and how gross i looked, but i pushed those thoughts aside. "hey, kardashian. is kendall here?" he smiled and i nodded, opening the door wider to let him inside.

as we walked down the hall, i could hear kendall giving the pizza place our address. she smiled hugely at the sight of harry and waved excitedly. "yes, that's fine." she spoke to the person on the phone. "mhmm... yes... okay, thank you, bye." she hung up.

"eddie!" she jumped up and leaped on our long-haired friend. "hi, nicki." he laughed, wrapping his arms around her. "what are you doing here?" kendall asked him and he pulled out two envelopes. "i wanted to invite you guys to my birthday party on friday." kendall and i each grabbed an envelope from him.

"oh, yay!" kendall gushed as she opened the envelope up. "yeah, your boyfriend," he pointed his finger at kendall, "rented out a club without telling me, and decided that i was having a party, whether i wanted one or not, which i didn't." he turned to me during the last part, knowing that i'd understand the frustration.

"you have to celebrate! it's fun!" kenny squealed. "so much fun!" i sarcastically cheered. "so you can go?" he asked kendall and she nodded, "for sure!" she told him as she examined the information on the card that was inside the envelope. "k, do you think you'll be able to come?" he asked me, his eyes burning into mine, searching for an answer. "maybe, my doctor wants me to take things easy for a little while longer, just in cas-" i started, and i saw his face drop a little, despite him clearly trying to cover it.

"of course, she'll go, eddie." kendall stopped me. "yeah, wouldn't miss it." i agreed, since there was no way i could argue, and i didn't want to hurt his feelings. his face lit up again. "okay, great! i'll see you guys friday then." he smiled his gorgeous smile at my sister and i, before turning to leave. "kaia, walk me out?" he asked and i nodded.

i followed him to the door. "you know, kai, if your doctor said you shouldn't, i wouldn't want you to risk it. or if you don't want to-" he looked so sad, i couldn't stand it. "no! i want to go. i'll be fine, i just won't dance, or drink, too much." i nodded, convincing him, and myself that this was a good idea.

"okay, but if you feel uncomfortable, i won't be offended if you want to leave. just come say bye to me first." he told me and i gave him a thumbs up. "got it." i smiled and gave him a hug. "one day, you're gonna have to stop worrying so much about me all the time, it's not good for you." i told him, being completely honest.

"why would i do that? i gotta make sure my girl's safe and happy." his eyes widened, and so did mine, at his statement. he called me his girl. oh god. would we ever have a moment hat wasn't awkward? i didn't think so. "i'll see you later, h." i smiled politely at him as he walked out the door. "bye, kaia." he waved and i shut the door.

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