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more than this

"FUCK!" i groaned as i hit my steering wheel out of frustration. i had just left the court, where i had testified against justin. the way the defense tried to deny everything and play it off made me so angry. but nothing hurt me more than the outcome. i put my head in my hands and cried. soon enough, as expected, my car door flew open and i was rushed into a big hug from khloe, who leaned into the car to get to me.

kendall was off in madrid doing model stuff so khloe and my mom came with me for support. i asked that the rest of them wouldn't because i didn't want this drawing more attention than it already had.

"i'm so sorry, kaia." khloe tried to comfort, but there was no use. she let go of me and stood back up all the way. "probation? a year of PROBATION? HE FUCKING HIT ME! HE COULD HAVE KILLED ME." i yelled through my loud sobs. "i know, baby, i know." she frowned, wiping tears from her eyes. "he abused me for over a year, and he gets probation? are you kidding me?" i hit my steering wheel again before standing up out of the car. "where's mom?" i asked her but then i saw my mom walking out of the building, paparazzi taking pictures of her, and khloe and i, of course.

"kaia, sweetheart, i am so sorry-" she started but i stopped her. "don't. please." i sadly shook my head. "okay," she nodded understandingly, "what can i do sweetheart?" she asked me and i responded "just hold me, please." i asked quietly, i know i sounded like a little girl, but i just wanted my mom. "of course, baby." she pulled me into her arms.

i forgot about the paparazzi for a minute, cause they had kind of kept their space and were being quiet, but of course, they got the whole thing. they were the least of my concern at the moment though.

after a couple minutes, we decided to get out of there. despite the protests of both my mom and sister, i convinced them to let me drive myself home alone, instead of having them drive me. i got into my car and sobbed to my sad songs playlist the whole time i drove. i didn't know where i was driving, but i was driving.
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tmz_tv Kris Jenner seen hugging daughter Kaia Jenner after Justin Bieber's court date. Apparently, Kaia testified against him. Bieber was only sentenced to a year of probation and a permanent restraining order from Kaia Jenner. Kaia was upset about this, reportedly sobbing to mom and sister Khloe, who was also with her in support.
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kendalljenner i'm sorry i couldn't go with you today but i love you. you are so strong and beautiful. you deserved a better outcome. i'm so sorry. i'm sending you all the love i have in me. ❤️
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i didn't know why, but i found myself back at the familiar house that i hadn't been to in a year. i looked around and not much had changed, i'd missed it. before i knew what i was doing, i knocked on the door.

"kaia? hey- what's wrong?" he looked concerned and upset to see me crying, of course. "can i come in?" i asked him. he opened the door wider and nodded, swiftly moving aside to let me in.

we sat down on his couch and i told him about how court went. "- and i'm sorry, i probably shouldn't have come here, but i need my best friend right now and that's you. so i'm sorry, if i overstepped my boundaries, i can leave if you want." i wiped my tears.

"no! don't." harry frantically objected. "i'm here for you, always, kaia grace." he wrapped me ins his arms. i loved his hugs. i bragged in his calming scent and felt at home again. god, i missed him. but my life was just too complicated to bring him into by getting back together, i couldn't do that to him.

"harry?" my voice was muffled as i hid my face in his chest. "yes, my love?" he responded, his arms still firmly around me. "please don't ever leave me." i shyly, quietly, begged. i felt his grip around me tighten a little. "wouldn't dream of it, love."