FILWMGB 2: Still Into You

Chapter 3: L E T T E R

Ralph's P.O.V

3 years.... I keep on waiting for her to come back. I miss her scent. Her angelic and mischievous smiles, her devilish attitude, her laugh, HER PRESENCE. But what can I do? Im still stuck on her. My heart still beats for one girl. A girl who I only loved and will ever love.

Ano na kaya hitsura nya ngayon. Is she still the same person I loved? The same person I ever admired? Sya parin ba yung palaban na babaeng nakilala ko? Yung bungangera at makulit.

Napahilamos ako ng aking mukha at inalis ang aking salamin dahil sya nanaman ang laman ng isip ko. For fuck sake Ralph! Stop thinking about her. Napabuntong hininga ako at inikot ang aking upuan paharap sa malaking full glass window dito sa aking opisina. Napasandal ako sa palasandalan ng aking swivel chair at tinitigan ang buong City.

Everyday, I can't stop myself from thinking of her. Mapapatawad kaya nya ako sa ginawa ko? Tama ba ang pinili kong desisyon? A lot of what if's keeps on barging inside my mind if the time comes na makakaharap ko ulit sya. Alam kong malapit na yun. Halong kaba, saya, at excitement ang nararamdaman ko. Also, I am afraid. Afraid to see her again. Because I know..

That...

She hates me.....

*knocked on the door*

Napaayos ako ng upo nang makabalik ako sa realidad. Damn, why the fuck I'm spacing out again. Darn it. "Come in" I ordered. Nothing has changed three years ago until now. My company is still the best and top one in Business world. But my life is still not safe. Hindi parin tapos ang problema ko sa Black Ace Gang. But I'm already on the edge of dragging them down.

"Boss! I have recieved a good news!" Inikot ko ang aking upuan at sinalubong ng tingin si Aaron. Yes, he got promoted and he's now the head of all departments. Aside from checking and guiding each departments, he also do the duties of signing and preparing for business meetings. Kung nagtataka kayo kung bakit ginagawa nya ang gawain ng secretary. Kelly fired Vina, due to attitude problems. As if I really care about them, I just only need one girl. Too bad she's too far away from me.

"Spill it" I commanded. Gusto ko matawa dahil hangos na hangos sya at itinaas ang isang palad para bigyan ako ng sign na sandali lang. And so I waited, wala naman akong choice diba?

Nang makahinga na sya ng maayos ay bumuga pa sya ng hangin bago magsalita. "I don't know if this is a good news or not for you Boss -"

"Hindi mo pala alam pero sinabi mo agad na good news?"

"For me kasi Good news sya. Ewan ko nalang sainyo Boss"

Kumunot ang noo ko sa sinabi niya. Anong pinagsasabi nito.

"What do you mean. Spill it."

Ngumiti muna sya ng napakalaki bago sagutin ang tanong ko. Geez, bat ba ang tagal nitong sumagot. Akala mo naman ikakawindang ko ang sasabihin nya.

Magsasalita na sana sya nang biglang may pumasok at naging dahilan para di maituloy ni Aaron ang sasabihin. We both turned our head and looked at the person who rudely intruded our conversation. Mas sumama ang timpla ng mukha ko nung mapagsino ko yung taong yun.

"Hi honeybunch!"

Honeybunch? Yuck!

Sumisipa nanaman ang kabaklaan ko tuwing naririnig ko yun sakanya. Ewan ko ba. I think I would rather be gay than be her fiancé. She never been my type. She's just a bestfriend material for me. BEFORE. But I don't think she's still a girl bestfriend material for me now.