My Dads Best Friend

Explantion

Hey-

The reason why I haven't been able to upload and write as much lately has been because of a lot of mental health for myself.

I've always had depression, anxiety, and a whole lot of stress. But lately all of that and a whole lot more have just been taking a huge toll on me and my life.

I'm in school right now, and doing some college course classes to get out of the way early, on top of volleyball, dance, music, relationships, my horses, friends and most important myself.

That's a huge thing for me. Is making sure I take time for myself to make sure I'm doing okay and healthy in every which way. As mentioned I play volleyball and am currently working on becoming a 1D athlete.

So that also takes a lot out of me, meaning more time at the gym and more time training.

My horses. The 3 animals that I need to make time for. They mean so much to me and really help with my mental health. I've been working a lot and have finally paid off my newest addition which is a 6 year old 17hh OTTB gelding who I named Tobi! He is such a sweetheart and I can't wait to restart him and jump with him.

School. The most important part in my life. For many reasons. 1. Without school I won't be able to do volleyball as a 1D athlete which is something very important to me. As well as music, dance, and my horses. So I've been having lots of late nights making sure I have everything turned in, and I'm prepared for the next test/quiz. (Sometimes I spend my late nights at the barn. I let Tobi, Faith, and River all out to play in the indoor arena while I study.)

My friends. They just are always there for me. They help me and help me. One of my friends is tutoring me in math so I can make sure to actually pass, and other friends are making sure I'm where I'm supposed to be when I'm supposed to be. Because lord knows I'm not good with times or dates. Pretty much they are like a whole bunch of personal assistants.

I would like to point out though. I never asked any of them to help me like this. They have all offered and done it out of the kindness in their heart. I am truly truly lucky and blessed.

I hope this helped you guys understand a little bit better. If you have anymore questions please do not hesitate to ask I will answer them as best as I can.

Much love❤️