Heart That Never Forgets

Book II: 40 I will make things right

Alexander's POV

"She suffered too much. And it was all my fault." The word painful is not enough to describe what I feel. I am the reason why she becomes miserable. 9 years. 9 fucking years Gabriella suffered from distressing and I am the reason for her agonies.  Gab doesn't deserve any of it.

I am currently at the rooftop of  VGRM tower. We, the owner of this empire is decided to have our very own getaway. This rooftop is exclusive for the four us only. We can bring our other friends and most likely for meetings that have something to do with business.

 I made heavy breath out. Something inside my chest is about to burst. It's like anger for myself, the uncontrollable situation and frustration are ready to pop out and make my heart explode. 

Sunod -sunod na paghinga ang ginawa ko. God, this guilt is going to kill me. 

kung gaano ka dalas ang paghinga ko doble ang mga nakikinita kong hirap na pinagdaanan ni Gabriella. My poor Gab. 

She did not cheated on me. Sinikap at ginawa niya ang lahat para maniwala at patunayan na hindi niya ako niloko but I didn't listen. Mas pinaniwalaan ko ang sinasabi ng ibang tao kesa ang guts ko. Timothy was madly inlove with Monica to the point na gagawin niya ang lahat ng kagustuhan ni Monica. And Monica took adavantage of it.

She's innocent. Tama siya na nung mga oras dinudukot siya ng mga lalaking iyon ay narinig ko na may tumawag sa pangalan ko. pero Hindi agad ako tumugon. I focus on getting revenge for Gab and hating her na nakuha ko pa makipaglapit kay Monica para pasakitan siya. Yes, I am guilty. Good thing that Matthew was there and rescued Gab.

Those devils tried to rape Gab. Those devils tried to kill her. Hindi ko masukat isipin na kung na nahuli huli pa ng ilang sandali o kung hindi siya nakita ni Matthew ay baka wala na talaga akong chance na makita pa ang babaeng hanggang ngayon ay minamahal ko. One of these days babalikan ko ang mga gagong yun na kasalukuyang nakakulong and beat the hell out of them.

And I will not lose these chance God given to me. I will win her heart again. I will make things right. 

"Ahhhhh!" Isang napakalakas na sigaw ang pinakawalan ko. Umaasang mababawasan ang nararamdaman ko bigat puso. Nakakairitang napapikit ako habang hawak ko ang batok ko. Isang masagang patak ng luha ang kumawala sa mata ko. Mariin ako napapikit. Kung kaya ko lang gumawa ng isa pa katauhan gagawin ko para bugbugin ang isa pang ako. 

Kanina sa meeting Gab was so relax. Pero nang mabanggit na ni Greco na magkakasama kami sa sa isang project ay nagumpisa na ito maging uneasy. Napapansin ko iyon sa tuwing magiging aware siya na nasa malapit lang ako. Lumalalim ang paghinga niya and sweats are forming to her flawless forehead. 

She immediately runs out na hindi na man lamang pormal na nagpaalam sa akin. I'm still her boss after all at professional siyang tao kaya nagalala talaga ako. I followed her. I saw her went to her office. After a few moments I decided to knock and no one answered. I knocked again and there was no response. I was worried so I opened the door. She was as pale as white and shaking. I can see that she was having a hard time to breathe. I was about to go near and give her support yet she shouted me to stay away. 

Gab told me what was happened 9 years ago. How she suffered and how traumatized it was. Those words are slashing me to pieces. I can feel her anger, pain and struggle to live during those time. And how bad I was because she was so scared that time and I was too foolish to believe those lies that Monica and Timothy made.

I must apologize to Gab not just many times but trillions. I need to make up with her and shows to her that I feel sorry for what happened and that I love her. I will pursue her kahit katumbas noon ay habang buhay ko siya susuyuin.