Hey guys!
So I know I haven't updating in quite a while... And really I've no proper excuses but I will tell you why I haven't been updating.
Recently I've been feeling quite uninspired and down, and I've just been feeling quite unhappy and stressed in general. I've nothing to do and when I try to go out, or I don't know, do some art (I have to do coursework over the holidays) I'm not really, 'feeling' anything.
I don't think I took a hiatus, because I wasn't planning it. I've tried so many times to write, and I've sat down at my computer and had the chapter open, but nothing's come out. My fingers have sat on the keyboard but not pushed down in the slightest.
I don't really know why this episode has suddenly taken over me, but I get you could say I've been feeling slightly depressed. I often cry before I go to sleep, and during the day, I'll get sad and miserable over one stupid little thing, and say to myself, 'save it for tonight's Tara'.
I also recently had a fight with a friend, in which she told me some very emotional and intimate things when we made up, that I had no idea were coming. You could say it's changed me slightly, and made me see another part life.
I've been thinking negatively about things, and I've questioned my existence a few times. But I've decided to do something I tried to do many times, but this time I'm going to carry on with it.
I've decided to start writing a journal, not one of those, 'today I did this, today I did that' kind of things, but something that you can just pour all your emotions into, and what you're thinking.
It's helping a lot for me as I'm able to let everything out in a way that doesn't hurt me or anyone around me.
If any of you guys have been going through something that feels like this, I would definitely recommend to start writing a journal. If it's not your piece of cake after a couple of entries, then that's fine, but at least you've tried. But I know it's working for me.
I'm so sorry I haven't updated it what feels like forever, but I have exciting plans for Run, and I hope I can upload perhaps by the end of the week.
Jacksgap uploading regularly is also making me happier, and I think that's inspired me too.
In other news, thanks for 5K! That's so amazing and definitely encouraging me to write!
Please comment or DM me if you've gone through a phase like this or are, it would be nice to know what some of you guys are feeling as I don't really know much about my readers! :)
Anyway, as always...
- Stay Beautiful,
Tara xoxo
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Run (A Finn Harries Bad Boy fanfiction)
Fanfiction"The strongest love is the love that can demonstrate its fragility." WARNING: Occasional bad language and sexual references, don't say I didn't tell you so.
