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You're gone and i got to stay high
All the time
High ..all the time
to climb, too high
High ..all the time
to climb, too high
High.. all the time
To keep you off my mind
(ooo ooo)
High.. all the time
to climb, too high
High.. all the time
to climb, too high
High.... all the time
To keep you off my mind
(ooo ooo)
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It's bright in this bathroom. Why am I in this tub? Why is there blood in the water? That's when it all hit me. I remembered what had happened last night. Shit. I went completely mad. I lay here bleeding and stuck in my thoughts when I hear banging on the bathroom door.
Panicked.
I grab a towel and wrap it around me the best I can trying to cover my wrists. I walk up to the door and I hear Harry's voice. Then I realise he's probably been knocking for a while considering he's freaking out.
I answer the door and he rushes in.
"Lexi? Are you okay?!" He panicked
"Yes? Why?" I play it off
"I walked in and I knew you were in the bathroom so I just waited and then hours passed after I crashed on the couch watching TV. I woke up and the door was still locked. I decided to knock. I've been knocking for at least five minutes. You had me worried!" He freaks
I grab his shoulders to reassure him "Harry. I'm fine."
"Please be. I know Zayn had to of been a douche because after we all left the room trying to give you space, we saw you run out and then I asked Zayn what the hell he did and he told me that you ...."
"I what?"
"Nothing just, I'm so happy you're okay."
"Harry tell me."
"He said he didn't know because you're somebody else's lost problem now." He looks down "but Lexi you're not a problem. You're a shining dime plus. I want you to know that I mean any guy would kill for you and you just don't know it. Did you meet somebody at the club?"
Ouch.
"Yeah before the studio meet up. Well I didn't exactly meet him. I've met him long before. He's a nice guy but I told him we couldn't talk because I had Zayn... Too late for that because he's so dreamy."
"I'd give him a go. Let's be honest and smart here Lexi. Zayn's doing nothing but dragging your ass down like you're some kind of property. I mean he barely let you ever come to the studio. He's my best mate. All of them are. But I think it's time to open your eyes and see the difference between love and just plain regret and pain. Move on. If he doesn't want you, then you don't want him let alone need him." Harry preaches
"You know Harry, you're right. I've been putting up with this for so long. It's been too long. He's still not even comfortable with saying he loves me for God's sake. I have to move on. It hurts but all wounds heal." I respond
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FanfictionI watched him walk in with blood on his arms and hands. He told me to be quiet and that everything was all right. "What the hell was that Zayn?" I exclaim Silence. "Please tell me something." I beg Silence. After a while I broke down crying. My lif...
