Today is the tenth. Not much would come to peoples minds when they hear it's the tenth of this month, but for me, I get butterflies. I get all giddy and happy and I smile. Why? Because on the tenth of each month is a very important anniversary. It means another month with my beautiful girlfriend. I know she doesn't say she loves me all the time, or act like it, and that's fine. But I love her more than anything. And I know I say that a lot, but it's true. Why would I lie? I love the way when we hold hands I can feel her pulse and our knuckles slightly whiten because we're afraid if we don't hold on tight enough were going to loose each other. I love how when I look into her eyes I can see the whole ocean or a beautiful clouded over grey sky when it's just about to rain. I love her slight "chub" on her stomach or her thighs, not much reason to it, I just do. I love the way she blushes when I say something weird or when I smile. Or when she's just about to cry her voice slightly wavers, I know that doesn't sound right, but I love it. I love when I ask her if she needs a hug and she practically knocks me to the ground and buries her head into my neck. Or when she gets giggly when ever I tickle her tummy or her cute little "no"s when I try to tickle her bean toes (feet). I love the way she wears my jackets or shirts and say they're now hers. I love when she complements me over and over even though I deny all of it. Or when I look in the mirror disgusted and I hear her say "mmm, sexy ass!". Or the way I say it's hot in here and she replies with "yeah you are.". She makes me so happy. I'm so ready to move her out of her parents house and into my house so that we can be non-stop gay toward each other. So we don't have to be in fear of cuddling or kissing, or slipping up words like "baby" or "hunni". I'm. Just. So. Ready. Her smile makes my heart stop. Her hair even though it gets knotted easily falls so perfect no matter what she's doing. Or the way she tells me not to over work myself when we're lifting heavy things and I tell her I'm going to then she looks at me worried. Everything about her I so perfect. She is my favorite everything. She means more to me than oxygen does. I would die without her. I know people might say I'm too young to say shit like this but, I can't wait until she proposes to me. I love her. I would give up anything for her. She's all I've ever asked for and so much more.
Stay for tonight
If you want to, I can show you
What my dreams are made of
As I'm dreaming of your face
I've been away for a long time
Such a long time
And I miss you there
I can't imagine being anywhere else
I can't imagine being anywhere else but here
How the hell did you ever pick me?
Honestly, 'cause I could sing you a song
But I don't think words can express your beauty
It's singing to me
How the hell did we end up like this?
You bring out the beast in me
I fell in love from the moment we kissed
Since then we've been history
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me
It goes to show, I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
And I can't fall asleep
I lay in my bed awake at night
And I'll fall in love
You'll fall in love, it could mean everything
Everything to me ooh ooh
This could mean everything to me
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever
The way that we are
Is the reason I stay
As long as you're here with me
I know I'll be OK
They say that love is forever
Your forever is all that I need
Please stay, please stay as long as you need
Can't promise that things won't be broken
But I swear that I will never leave
Please stay forever with me
It goes to show
I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
It goes to show
I hope that you know that you are
Please stay, please stay as long as you need
It goes to show
I hope that you know that you are
What my dreams are made of
It goes to show
I hope that you know that you are
Please stay forever with me
I love you forever and always Sadie. 💙
~ A/N: DISCLAIMER: the song lyrics are James Dean and Audrey Hepburn by Sleeping with Sirens, I do not own the song. But it is her and I's couple song so, um... Yeah.😳 ~
