We were sitting on the couch and I look over to my best friend of basically 6 years now and say "hey, I dont wanna live any more and if I'm going out I want you to go with me.". She says "sure". We walk to the bathroom and grab a large thing of painkillers and start taking them by the handfuls. We go back to sitting on the couch and I feel her lean on my shoulder and as I look over to her, her eyes are rolled back into her skull and she's foaming at the mouth. I dont think and I just start holding her and crying. I feel this urge to throw up, but I hold it in. That's when I start shaking and salivating faster than I can swallow, I look over to my friend and she's lifeless, then everything goes black. I wake up. And I fucking start crying. Everytime I try and dream someone dies. What the fuck!?
