The outsider

Chapter 15

A day later they sent me home. As we walked through the door Darry cleared his throat, "I'll make dinner." "I'm not hungry dare." I said softly and made my way to the bedroom, "Nether am I." "Me nether." Soda and pony said and followed me to thier room. I opened the door to me and Darry's room and was face to face with a crib that Darry made. It was placed in the corner of the room on my side of the bed, a few tears formed in my eyes as I noticed other things around the room. Baby clothes that two gave us from his cousins, baby bottles and even a teddy bear that Steve bought us. Darry's arms wrapped around my waist as he kissed my head, "I'm sorry this happened to you... I wish there's something I could do." I took a deep breath and placed my hands on Darry's forearms. "We were so prepared.... so excited." "I know." A tear ran down my face as I turned to look at dare, "I'm going to go sleep on the couch. I don't want to sleep in the room that has all the baby's stuff."

He nodded his head and reached over to close the door. "Then I'm sleeping on the couch to, you've never slept alone before remember?" I smiled as stood on my tip toes to kiss dare. "I love you." "I love you to." We made our way to the couch, Darry laid down first and I laid on top of him, it was the only way we would fit. I rested my head on his shoulder and my legs sat in between his, he reached over and grabbed a blanket and wrapped it around us. "How is it your so big and muscular, but you feel like a warm soft pillow?" I placed my hand down on his huge peck and the other ran it's fingers through his not so greasy hair. "Go to sleep... I'm right here." I nodded my head as my eyes closed, I felt his arms wrap around my waist and held my back so I wouldn't fall off the couch. I smiled at the fact that he cares so much for me, that was until darkness took over as I fell asleep.

I woke up in the morning before Darry did, he was snoring underneath me. I looked up and kissed his chin lightly, then very slowly and carefully I crawled off of him and headed to the bathroom. As I passed the mirror I caught a glimpse of my still swollen belly, I sighed as I rubbed it, I don't know why. Nothings in there. The shower curtain opened and soda stood there naked. "Woah! Soda!" "Oh my god! What the hell are you doing here?!" "Here?! It's the bathroom!" He tired to look for a towel but there's wasn't one near by. "Look away!" He covered himself with his hands as best as he could. "I-I'm sorry." I backed up and opened the bathroom door, I glimpsed at his member and cleared my throat as I exited the bathroom. "Oh my god. Oh my god! I just saw Soda naked." I ran my hands through my hair and then covered my mouth. "Oh my god... I saw my boyfriends brother naked." The bathroom door opened and I turned to see soda in a towel. "Kourtney... could we maybe talk?" I bit my lip and nodded my head, he motioned with his head for me to come into the bathroom and so I agreed.

I had my back to him as he closed the door, silence fell. "We need to talk about a lot of things." He said softly. "Things like what?" "Look at me please." I turned around hesitantly and looked at him in the eyes, although it was hard not to let my eyes wonder to the glorious sight underneath him. "You know... when I took you to the park.... and I... kissed you-" "You know sodapop we don't have to talk about this." "But we do." I sighed and sat down on the closed toliet. "I... really liked you." "I'm sorry Soda." He laughed and leaned against the wall, "You shouldn't be sorry. I should. I mean... I kissed my brothers girl." "To Be fair, you didn't know I was dating Darry at the time." "I still shouldn't have done it." I shifted uncomfortably and couldn't help but smile. "You really love darry huh?  I mean you've been with him for three years now." I scuffed. "Yeah." Silents fell again as soda walked to me and bent down so he was closer to my level. "I don't want you to ask why. I don't want you to say anything about it. Promise me that." "What are you talking about?" "What I'm about to do. Promise me you won't talk about it after I do it, or ask about it ether." "Umm... sure." "Not sure kourtney I need you to promise." "I promise Soda." I barley finished my sentence before soda lips were on mine.

He kissed me hard and I sat there shocked at the fact that he was kissing me. He pulled away a little and looked at my reaction, I opened my mouth but he gave me a light peck to cut me off. "Shh. You promised." I nodded my head slowly as he stood up and made his way to the door. I sat there dumb founded with what just happened, Soda... kissed me, I don't even know what to say or do.