The outsider

Chapter 24

Buck let us stay at his place, Two rooms he gave us. Darry, DJ and I took one, while soda and pony took the other. It's been six months or so, and the house is still getting work done but we've come to accept the fact that it won't be the same as before.

DJ's cries filled the small room. I groaned, Darry an I haven't had much sleep, no one told me that baby's cry all through out the night! "It's your turn." Darry said as he rolled over in bed. "I got him at three it's your turn." "When was he up at three?" "Umm, At three duh." Darry sighed and stood up, he walked over to DJ's crib and took him out, slowly he started to bounce him and hold him close. "You just want to sleep with mommy and me huh? That's all you want." Darry laid back in the bed and placed DJ in the middle. I kissed his head and let him hold my finger in his Tiny hands, "You are the cuttiest thing ever. You know that don't you?" I said in my baby voice and kissed his head. He began to giggle as I tickled his sides, "So cute! So cute!" He held onto my finger tighter as he turned his head to look at Darry. "I'm with mommy on this one!" we continued to tickle and play with him before the three of us yawned, "Okay baby. We've got to sleep." I kissed his head again and watched as he slowly closed his eyes and fell asleep, I looked over at Darry with a smile. "I like it when it's both our turns." He smiled back at me, "I love you kourtney." "I love you to." With that the three of us slept in the comfort of eachother arms.

There was a knock on the door that woke me up, I noticed that Darry and DJ were still sleeping so I got up and answered it. "Soda?" "Hey." I opened the door more and closed it behind me as I stepped out with soda. "It's like 7 in the morning." "It's 6." I sighed, DJ was crying at 5 which means I've only been asleep for like 30 minutes. "What is it you need at 6?" "I got one thing that might help DJ, we hear him crying all through at the night sometimes and I read in a book that these things could help. Bought it with my own money so Darry don't got to be mad." He held a pacifier in his hand and I almost screamed. "Oh my god! Soda! That's exactly what he needs." I looked at it more closely, "This is so cute Soda." "Yeah it gives him a make mustache." I laughed and looked at soda, he gave me one of his famous smiles, but I could tell that deep down he didn't want to smile. Soda was hot, his jaw line was perfect, his eyes shines a bright blue, his nose wasn't to big or small it was perfect, his teeth were white and straight, and his body was in perfect shape. Soda wasn't just hot though, he was smart, absolutely brilliant. He was kind, caring, protective, brave, and cunning. He was... the perfect man, In More ways then one, but Darry was.

Darry was hot, he had a sharp jaw line, and big brown eyes, Darry's nose was the right size, his teeth were white and straight, his body was built up to a T and he was tall on top of it. He was smart, hard working, disaplined, protective, caring, kind, cunning and brave. Darry... was perfect.

"Thank you soda." I kissed his cheek and I saw him blush. "It's no problem kourtney." I smiled at him and walked back into my room, where my husband and son were.

Soda's POV~
I smiled more as kourtney walked back into her room, then I turned around and began to walk. Where? I don't know I just walked.

Kourtney was perfect. She was hot, her brown hair was wavy and fell perfectly on her shoulders, her eyes were big and bright, her nose was medium size and fit on her face beautifully, her teeth were straight and pearly white, and her body had curves all In The right places. She was smart, strong, independent, brave, kind, caring and cunning. She was... perfect, but she can't be mine cause she fell for my brother.

"Sodapop! Wait!" I Hurd kourtney y'all, I turned and saw her standing there. "You forgot something." She walked to me and I looked at her with a confused expression. "What did I forget?" She stopped as she was about a few inches from me. "This." With that she grabbed my neck and pulled me down to her level, and kissed me. I mean actually kissed me! It only took me a second to kiss back, I wrapped my arms around her waist as her found thier way around my neck, she stood on her tip toes and I pushed our bodies close. The kiss was full of love and compassion, it lasted for as long as our lips would let us, we both pulled away and opened our eyes. "That was... better then I imagined." She smiled at me, "Don't tell Darry." With that she pecked my lips again, "Goodnight Soda." "Goodnight kourtney." I kissed kourtney once more and we pulled away. "Promise me you won't tell Darry." I chuckled and gave her a flashy smile, "I promise." She turns around after smiling, and began to walk away. "Oh and soda." She turned to smile at me again, "That promise includes talking about it to." I nodded and looked up at the stars with a real smile on my face.

Kourtney's POV~
I laid in bed with Darry and DJ and finally fell asleep after what felt like forever. That didn't last long though when I herd DJ cry, I stretched and then sat up, taking DJ into my arms. "Oh come on baby. What's wrong? You hungry?" He just continued to cry, I pulled my tak top down and helped him latch on to my nipple so he could eat. "Yeah. Your just hungry huh?" I held onto him and watched as he ate and wiggled his hands and his feet in excitement. "Calm down now. Moving while eating isn't good." I giggled as he started to calm down. "Maybe that's why he woke up last night. Maybe he was hungry." I looked at Darry and smiled, "Maybe." He looked at his son who began to kick his feet again in excitement. "Okay ass kicker calm down." Darry scooted closer to us and let DJ hold onto his hand, squeezing it when ever he felt the need to, so he could stop kicking. "Thanks." I said, and smiled at Darry more. "No problem babe. I'm sure him moving around on you like that isn't that comfortable." He leaned up and kissed me and I nodded, "Yeah, not really." Even though he had Darry's hand to keep him occupied he couldn't help but kick his feet, I moaned a little as the bouncing sensation hurt. "Hey come on, quit it." Darry moved his hands to his legs and began to massage them a little which helped him not move.

Soon he unlached him self, I sighed. "Can you burp him while I get dressed?" "Of course." He took DJ out of my arms and began to burp him as I pulled my tank top up. After he burped Darry let him sit on his knee and helped him sit up, "Your so cute." He said and kissed DJ's head, DJ gave us a toothless smile. "And that made him 10 times more adorable." I said in my baby voice and began to tickle his sides, just enough that he would giggle and jump on Darry's knee in excitement. Darry smiled as his son laughed, "He's gunna be a ladies man." I looked at Darry and kissed his cheek, "With your families jeans there's no doubt about that." "He's got yours to, Dally was quite a ladies man if you don't remember." "No... I do, but DJ isn't gunna turn out like Dally you know. He's got two parents and 4 uncles that will love him with all thier hearts." I kissed Darry and then DJ. "Oh babe. I forgot! Look at what soda got DJ." I got off he bed and grabbed the Pacifier, after cleaning it in the sink I walked over to Darry hiding it. "Let me see him." Darry nodded and handed me DJ, I carefully held him in my arms and put the pacifier in his mouth. He sucked on it and wiggles his feet and hands in excitement. "Look at me daddy, I'm all grown up." I flipped DJ over so he was facing Darry and Darry couldn't help but laugh. "Awe it gives him a mustache." I held him in my arms and began to say in my baby voice how cute and grown up he was.

"Don't leave mommy's side, ever, please." Darry got off the bed and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my cheek. "We have a long, long time till we cross that bridge." I turned to my husband and smiled, "I hope we never cross that bridge." Darry laughed and kissed my head again.

It's month 7 now away from our home, it almost rebuild but not quite. DJ was laying on his stomach playing with his play mat, I was helping Darry pay the bills. "Can you believe how much money we're saving staying here?" "Well buck gave us the rooms for free so." "Only cause your a Winston." "Well then your very welcome." I kissed his cheek and we Hurd DJ grunt, so we turned around. He was crawling to us from his play mat. "Oh my god! Your crawling!" I jumped out of my chair and got down on my knees, "Come on! Come to mama!" He smiled at me and began to crawl to me, his two bottom front teeth are starting to come in. He came to me and I picked him up and held him close to my chest. "Oh DJ, mommy's so proud of you." "Daddy to." We both kissed his head and told him how proud we were. "We've got to show uncle soda and uncle pony!" I said with excitement and ran to thier room. I knocked on the door and soda answered with a smile, "Hey kourtney, hey little monster." "Hey! You and pony have to look at this!" Soda let me come in, "Sit down over there." Pony walked in from the bathroom and smiled, I sat DJ down on his stomach, "Call out to him." "Come on little monster! Come to uncle Sodapop." DJ smiled at his uncle and began to crawl to him, pony and soda gasped. "Oh my god he's crawling!" "They grow up so fast." Darry walked into the room, soda stood up with DJ in his arms. "That's pretty impressive buddy." Soda kissed his head, "I think I'm going to cry." I said as my eyes watered, Pony came over to me and hugged me, I hugged back. "I don't want him to grow up so fast." A tear of joy fell down my face as pony let go of me, "That means your doing a good job." "Mama." We all froze and looked at DJ. "Did... you just say what I think you said?" Soda asked as DJ was still in his arms. "Mama." "Oh my god! That's his first word!" "Mama!" I ran to DJ and took him out of sodas arms, "That's right baby I'm Mama!" I kissed his head to many times to count and I held him close to my chest. "Mama." I looked at Darry as I walked to him, he took DJ from me and kissed his head and cheek, "You are just full of surprises today."

"Dada." I looked at DJ and then at Darry who couldn't help but let a tear fall down his face. "That's right DJ. I'm dada." They hugged eachother, well you know as best as a baby could do which was hold onto his shirt. "Okay. No more words. Please don't grow up on me baby."