The outsider

Chapter 49

Kourtney Laid her head on my shoulder as my arms were wrapped around her while her parent's caskets were put into the ground. The only people at the funeral were Us, Sodapop, Ponyboy, Steve, two, buck and the kids. As kourtney stood up to put the first handful of dirt into the ground she turned to the empty space next to her, "Dal I know they deserved that but that was mean." "What did he do?" I asked, she looked at me and smiled before walking to the casket and spit in it. "That." She turned with a painful smile and came back, "We can go now." "Are you sure?" I asked her, "Yeah. Dal and I are going to bucks for some free drinks if that's okay?" I looked over at Buck who gave me a smile, "Yeah just call us if you need anything." She nodded, "Bye babies mommy will be back soon." "Arnt you sad mommy?" Jenna asked as she hugged her mom. "Yeah... I'm sad, but my parents weren't as nice as me and your daddy." She gasped, "Oh no mommy." "It's okay baby, I'll see you soon okay?" Jenna nodded, we all watched as Kourtney and Buck walked to his car and drove away. "Can we go home dad?" DJ asked, "Yeah. Soda can you take the kids home?" He nodded, "Where you going daddy?" "Umm I'm just gunna do something real quick. I'll get a ride home from someone." "Okay. Bye daddy."
"Bye." Slowly I made my way to my parents grave, Somewhere I haven't been sense the funeral 20 something years ago. I took a deep breath, as I read the tume stones.

"You okay man?" Two asked as he came up next to me, "Oh shit. I thought you was visiting Dallas." I shook my head, "No." it was silent as we stood thier until Two gave off a long sigh. "Is kourtney going to be okay?" I shrugged, "Honestly Two-Bit I don't know." "What about you?" "I don't know." "You know. Kourtney's pretty pissed that you won't have sex with her." I looked at him, he put his hands up in defense, "I'm just saying." "Well she's not mine." "Yeah but she doesn't know that. She's gone almost a year and a half with out sex. She's horny." "Two. Can we not talk about this while we're standing at my parents graves?" "Sorry." "Thank you." I looked back at the graves.
"I'm just saying-" "Alright I'm done here." "Good, cause I gotta be at work in 30." I Gave my parents a smile before turning to Two-bit. "Let's go then." He smiled and nodded.

Sodapop's POV~
Later in the week Linda came back to evaluate Kourtney some more, she decided it would be best to play a bored game. Why? I don't know. "Ha! Park place!" Darry yelled and took the pot. "Awe come on! You've got more money then any of us!" Pony wined, "Hey. I'm Just getting lucky." "It helps that your wife is the bank keeper to." Kourtney giggled and kissed Darry's cheek, I shifted in my spot but smiled anyway. "So Kourtney, where's that brother of yours?" Linda asked, "At the bar, He's not taking our parents Death very well." "No? I thought you guys didn't get along." Kourtney began to roll the dice and play her turn as she spoke. "We didn't. Our parents treated us like shit, but we still loved them... and Dallas knew them a little better then I did- Shit here soda." She said and handed me some money as she landed on my property. "Oh I see, from what Darry has told me I would have thought he would have taken Johnny's death way worse then your parents." Kourtney looked at her with pain in her eyes, "He did." "How did he grieve then?" Kourtney thought for a second, "He... he went to the bar. Like now." "Are you sure it wasn't the corner store?" "What?" "He didn't rob the corner store in a rage about your little brother dying in agony while there was nothing he could do to stop it?" The emotion that went through Kourtney's eyes was something I've never seen from her before. "Fuck you! Don't talk about Johnny like that! And don't you dare say anything about Dally! He would never rob a store even if he needed the money!" She stood up and threw her money on the floor, "I'm not going to just sit here while you insult my family! I don't give a shit if you are Part of Darry's family, if you so much as say my brothers names again I'll fucking slit your throat in the middle of the night with a goddamn pillow over your face." My brothers and I sat thier as shocked as we could be watching as kourtney threatened this woman. "And I'll make sure you'll go to hell to Bitch." With that she stormed out of the house, I wanted to follow her but I couldn't move. "Aggressive behavior, and delusion. Interesting." I looked over at Linda, "As she was ranting I got a good glimps into her head. I think I know what the problem is." "Well? What is it?" I asked, "She's gone through something very painful... so painful that her mind couldn't comprehend it. So she created this lie to cover it up, so she wouldn't have to feel it." "Dallas's death." Darry said, we all looked at him. "Every sense he died she's been a wreck. But she was starting to get over it, until Rebecca died in the same way he did and she mixed her with him... and she relived the day he died all over again. Not to long after that was when this all started." Linda hummed, "I see." "So... What do we do?" Linda looked at me with a smile.