The outsider

Chapter 34

It's been four weeks sense kourtney and I have had sex and I'm still the happiest I could be. Ponyboys back home now which only makes me happier. Nothing can knock my smile off my face, nothing.

"Oh my god! Really?!" "Yes!" "Forget everything I've said, I'm so happy right now!" "Me to." I Hurd Darry and Kourtney yelling, I walked into the living room with that silly old smile on my face and saw them hugging. "What's all the excitement about?" Kourtney looked at me with a big smile on her face, Darry looked at me with the same size smile on his face as well. "Kourtney's pregnant!"

Apparently nothing can knock this smile off my face is a lie... cause that just did.

"What?" "Yeah, I went to the doctor I'm about a month along." "A month?" "Yeah!" Darry turned kourtney's head to him and kissed her. "I love you so much." "I love you to." They kissed again so I cleared my throat. "Kourtney can I talk to you?" "Sure Soda." "Hurry up, im taking us out to the diner to celebrate." Darry said and kissed Kourtney's head before walking away. I walked to her and cleared my throat and began to talk in a whisper. "Kourtney. Your not worried?" She looked at me with confusion. "About?" "You know. Us?" "Sodapop what are you talking about?" I sighed, "Come on. I know we swore not to talk about it, but we have to." She laughed, "Sodapop. You already know how I feel. We don't need to talk about it." She tried to walk away but I grabbed her arm. "Kourtney we used a condom but that doesn't mean we're safe." "We? Are you all right Sodapop." "No im freaking out... I can't be a father kourtney." "I don't know what your taking about." She pulled away from me and walked away, I sighed and went to go find Darry.

"Darry." He turned around and smiled at me, "You ready to go Sodapop." "Yeah Yeah. Hey can I ask you something?" "Sure." "I love DJ, I do, but why didn't you guys use a condom?" Darry's smile dropped, "Sodapop I'm not-" "Come on Darry. Did it break or something, and she's pregnant again, what type of condoms do you use?" He sighed and crossed his arms. "Nothing. We don't use them." I laughed, "Come on, you, the big bad father figure who tells me almost everyday to use condoms, doesn't use them himself." "Sodapop enough. We would use them but." He stopped, "But what?" "Kourtney can't... finish when I have one on, there unconforable for her and stuff." "Wait what?" "We tried but every time she just wasn't in the moment so we just don't use them. DJ wouldn't be here if we did, and he's one of the best things of my life, so I'm not complaining." I looked down at the ground and then back up and Darry. "She doesn't have sex with condoms?" "No... why are you so obsessed with this?" I smiled a fake smile, "Nothing... nothing."

"Guys come on. I'm hungry." Kourtney said as she came in with a fully clothed DJ in her arms. "Yes your majesty." Darry said, they both laughed as he walked to her and kissed her. "Mommy, daddy that's gross." They pulled away and looked at DJ. "Sorry buddy, but daddy just loves mommy to much." Kourtney looked at Darry and smiled at his comment. "Mommy loves you just as much, if not more." Darry cupped her cheek and gently kissed her forehead, "Doubtful." They looked at eachother with smiled on their faces, I almost threw up at the sight of it.

"Kiss now!" They looked at DJ and laughed. "Thanks for the permission stinker." With that darry And kourtney kissed again. "Seriously guys, I'm about to lose my appetite." I said, they pulled away slowly and looked at me. "You'll understand one day when you love someone as much as we do Sodapop." Kourtney said with a smile, then as a family the three of them left. I sighed, "I do."

Kourtney's POV~
I was placing DJ in his car seat when pony called shot gun. "Come on pone you know kourtney gets it." Pony looked at Darry as I covered my mouth to his my laugh. "Sense when do you call me pone?" I fished bucking up DJ and watched as Darry smiled. "Get in the car Ponyboy." "See thats more like it." We all laughed and got in the car, Darry drove, As i was in the passenger seat. DJ rode behind me with Sodapop in the middle and Ponyboy behind Darry. It was a bit sung.