The outsider

Chapter 19

"Hey dare. It's day two in the hospital. The nurse told me she doesn't know if you can hear me or not, but you know me. That's no gunna stop me from talking." I laughed. "Your still in the same shape as before. Nothings... nothings better." I grabbed his hand and took a deep breath. "I'm still here though dare, and I'm not going anywhere. I'll be here the second you wake up." I brought his hand up to my mouth and kissed it. "Which I hope is soon."

"Hey dare. It's day four in the hospital. Your still... still looking ruff. I could have sworn that I saw your hand move yesterday but I think maybe I'm going crazy. I just want to see you smile, to hear you laugh, and taste your lips on mine. To be honest... all I really want is to just feel you hold my hand back or something. Anything that will give me hope."

"Hey dare... it's day 7 in the hospital. Things... are still the same. For you I guess, I.... I just. Well if you can hear me then you know, crying my self to sleep while holding your motionless hand. God dare. Just wake up! Please! Please."

"It's day 10 now dare. You've been In Here for more then a week, and things are still the same. The nurse told me yesterday That if you don't wake up by day 15 then they... they.... they think you won't make it." I cried. "That's five more days dare. Five more days, you got this. Your going to wake up. I know you are. You have to dare... please."

"It's uhh... day 13 now. Your.... your running out of time dare. I don't know what's going on in your head, and I don't know why I'm still talking to you like I'm expecting an answer. You've been unconscious for 13 days." I scuffed. "If your punishing yourself for what you did to me then your an idiot. Cause your not just punishing yourself but me as well! Soda to! Along with Ponyboy! We're all hurting Darry, and you can help us all by just waking the fuck up! Please! Please Darry just wake up! Stop being a asshole and just.... wake up."

"Well dare... it's day 15 now. I-I don't know why you haven't woken up yet... but... it's to late now. Y... your not gonna make it. Are you dare?" I cried the hardest I ever have. "No! Your not! Your dying and there's nothing I can do to stop it!" I held his hand tightly as I cried. "I.... i... I love you so much Darry." My grip on his hand loosened but it still felt tight as if he was holding it back. As if... as if he was holding it back. "Darry? Darry if your holding my hand it means your almost there. Come on Darrel fight. Fight. Please!" I looked at his face, it still looked the same from two weeks ago, but his hand that I was holding slowly started to tighten, Snapping my attention to his hand. "Darry." I said softly. "I'll be right back. I'll go get the nurse." I let go of his hand and ran to the hallway. "Nurse! Hey! He's grabbing my hand back! He's waking up!" One nurse looked at me and smiled as she came into the room. "Are you sure ma'am-" "Yes!" She took the breathing tube out of his mouth, it was disgusting but I never took away. She then began to fix the machines changing them.

"Come on dare. You got this." I took his left hand into my left hand, our wedding ring touched. Then slowly, Very slowly,  his eyes started to open. "Darrel! Oh my god.... he's awake!" He looked at me and tightened his grip on my hand. "K-kourtney." "Don't speak just yet MR. Curtis. You need water first." Then nurse helped Darry drink and then he looked at me, his grip tightening as much as he could. "Kourtney?" "Hi dare." "Well i think you have some catching up to do." The nurse left and i smiled. "I can't believe it. Your awake." I used my other hand to cup his cheek and rub my thumb against it. He gave me a Week smile and I let go of his left hand to steady my self so I could lean down to his level. I pressed my lips against his and he placed his hand tiredly on the back of my head as he kissed me back. He was holding on to my hair, I could tell he was trying with all his might to keep it up there, but I didn't care, I just kissed him and smiled as he kissed me back. Soon we pulled away and I rested my forehead against his. "I... I could hear you, and feel you. Everyday kourtney, every word, every noise, ever touch and every kiss. All of it. I wanted to say something, Hell I tried to, I just... couldn't." I smiled a little more and ran my fingers through his hair. "I'm just happy your awake." He leaned up and kissed me again. "Darry!" I Hurd pony's voice, they must have let his brothers come in because he's awake.