Being Shane Dawson's Daughter

Chapter 13 Part 2

Your P.O.V.
"So why didn't you tell us?" Ryland asked. I sighed and shrugged.
"I don't know." I responded while fidgeting with my fingers. It got silent again this is super awkward I thought. We finally got home. Ryland put Kat down for a nap Dad told me to sit on the couch so we can talk.Ryland finally came back and sat down besides dad who is sitting in front of me.I looked at them and decided to speak," Can I explain?" I asked
Ryland and dad sighed,"Let us just say something first." Ryland said, I nodded.
"If you were having trouble at school you should've told us. You don't have to get in a fight just because someone called us a name." Ryland said
"You could've told the principal." Shane added
"She's such a bitch. She deserved what she got." I said Ryland gave me a stern look.
"Sorry." I mumbled, Ryland hates when I curse. Shane and Ryland looked at me. I looked down not knowing what to say.
"Did you win?" Dad asked, I looked up at him and giggled.
"Shane." Ryland scolded while hitting his arm. Ryland grinned a little.
"What?!" Dad said.
"Yeah I won you should've seen her." I said," But anyways can I explain now?" I asked, they nodded,"Okay I know I should've told the principal," I said they nodded in agreement,"BUT she shouldn't have said what she said. It started by her sending the text first. So I sent one back and then she said she wanted to fight. I obviously agreed and that's when everything went down." I explained. Ryland and dad just looked at me.
"You could've told us maybe we'll have you change schools." Dad said.
"I don't know.." I said a bit nervously," I don't know if I would want to go to another school. Also my only friend is Caleb.."
"I know." Dad replied. After losing my best friend I never wanted to be close to anyone and I was afraid to get close to people. Life has never been the same. I wish she was here.
"But you might have to get out of your comfort zone if this keeps happening." Dad said I sighed. He had a point though but I don't know if I can do it,"You do get a punishment though," Ryland said," You loose your phone for the days your suspended." He said I nodded.~...~
~Your Dream~
I was back in middle school. I was walking the school halls and saw my best friend Emily. I ran towards her and gave her the tightest hug ever," Oh my gosh I've missed you so much. Life without you hasn't been the same." I sobbed into her shoulder.
"I know...I know..."She replied," But you have to let me go." She said
"No I can't."I replied while breaking the hug. She shook her head,"Please let me go...Stop holding onto me.." she said while letting me go. She started to disappear right in front of me. I started crying hysterically. She was gone...~End Of Dream~
I shot up from my bed and gasped for air. I put hand to my forehead and felt sweat, quickly I wiped it away. I ran my fingers through my hair,I got out of bed and headed downstairs to eat something. Once I got halfway down the stairs I saw Dad and Ryland sitting on the couch. I heard them talking so I decided to listen,"What should we do?" Ryland asked
"I don't know Ry. Maybe we need to change schools or just homeschool her." Shane replied I felt so bad having them worry about me over some stupid fight I had. I was so frustrated with myself. Having my parents worry about me. I decided to keep walking down the stairs and pretended to act like I didn't hear anything.
"Hey." Ryland greeted I smiled and waved at him. I headed to kitchen and opened the fridge I saw some leftovers. I took it out of the fridge and pre heated the food I waited patiently for my food to cook. The microwave beeped signaling that it was done warming up my food. I opened the handle to the microwave and took out my food and sat at the table. I sat down at the table and ate my dinner. I heard Ryland and Shane whispering back and forth. My anxiety started up and I started to overthink things. Thoughts started swarming through out my head.
They are so angry with you.
Your such a disappointment.
Your giving them another thing to worry about.
I tried shaking the thoughts out but it just kept going. Tears started to stream down my face. I was silently crying not knowing what to do I'm stuck in my thoughts. What if they are mad at me? What if they are disappointed in me? I'm such a screw up..
"(Y/n) why are you crying?" I looked over and saw Ryland sitting beside me. I quickly wiped them away," I feel bad that I'm making you guys stress out about something that I've done. It's like I've let you guys down once again... I feel like a disappointment... I'm sorry dad.." I finally let out all of my emotions, I hugged Ryland tightly and started sobbing into his shirt.
"You are not a disappointment. You hear me? You have made me and your father very proud. You have done so much for us and made our lives so much more brighter than you know. Your the strongest girl I know. Just because of one thing that's happened it doesn't mean you've disappointed us. We love you." Ryland said while placing a kiss on my head. I finally calmed down while taking deep breaths. Ryland played with my hair for a little while. Dad (Shane)finally came over and made a group hug with Ryland and I. Dad placed a kiss on my head as well," Your our world. We'll never be disappointed in you.Ever."

Heyyyy shippers I hope you guys enjoyed this chapter I know it's short and it took me a while. But I hope you guys enjoyed it. Also should I do a face reveal?🤔 Let me know. Anyyywayyys I hope you guys enjoyed this I love you guys take care byyye 😍😘😘😘