When I pulled up to Duron's house I smiled because even though I didn't leave here, this was still home and just looking at this place I got that feeling you get after being on a long journey and returning home... it was like a sense of peace. Then I walked in the house and the smile on my face, if possible had gotten even larger; Duron had the entire living room already set up, the floor was covered in blankets and pillows, there was a large assortment of snacks like; popcorn, Twizzlers, gummy bears, a 2-Liter of Sunkist, and about ten different boxes of Little Debbies. It's been a while since we had a movie night and after the encounter, I had just had with Big Dawg I needed a stress-free night; I looked around the living room for Duron and didn't see him so I walked upstairs and went to our old bedroom where I heard the shower running.... I walked into the bathroom and it took every ounce of willpower I had for me not to strip and join him, Duron must've sensed my presence because he turned around and looked at me with that cocky ass smirk on his face.
"I ain't even invite you over here for all that Elijah so you might as well turn your ass around, go downstairs and wait for me." Duron said turning back around and giving me a perfect view of his ass. "Elijah I'm so serious right now, you NOT GETTING ANY DICK!!!" Duron said, see now he was testing me, I stripped completely naked and stepped into the shower with him.
"How are you going to come over to my house, push me up against the wall, start kissing me, getting be horny as fuck then expect me to NOT want any dick." I said kissing him.
"Elijah.... I'm so serious right now stop." Duron said looking into my eyes. "See you wanna be hardheaded....." Duron said quickly rinsing off and stepping out the shower, see now I was getting annoyed because his attitude was not cute, I stepped out the shower and followed him into our bedroom and watched as he stomped around the room.
"Duron if this is an indicator of how the night is going to go then I'm just going to leave because this shift in your attitude ain't it..... So you got five seconds to tell me why your so mad or I'm leaving." I said standing there letting the water drip from my body.
"Because..... I'm celibate, yeah that's it.... I'm not fucking you anymore until we get married. See after I left your house I had a revelation.... the problem with our relationship was my sex addiction and I want to prove to myself and you that I've changed and I feel like the only way to do that is it I don't fuck you until we get married." Duron said.
"No the problem with our relationship is everything you just said in that long dissertation you said 'I' or 'I'm' seven times and said 'we' twice, the problem is you were always worrying about what's good for Duron not 'us'." I said staring at him. "Plus I really don't believe you, I'm talking about the whole 'I had a revelation part', so what's really going on Duron?" I asked still standing in the same spot.
"Aight truth... I wanna fuck you, like you have no idea how badly I wanna toss you on that bed and fuck you until the sun comes up but seeing Calvin today, it just..... that guilt shyt hit me hard as fuck. And I know we're starting over with a clean slate but I don't know... Can tonight just be about us chillin? No sex, no nothing but us....." Duron said quietly.
"Duron.... you should've of just said that, because quiet as kept I was straight about to cuss your ass out because I don't think I can wait until we get married to get all of this." I said grabbing his dick. "And all of this...." I said squeezing his ass.
"Chill out gay boy.... I'm serious about the celibate thing though, at least halfway. Part of our rebuilding and rebranding is slowing down on sex, we can still fuck but not every day like we use to." Duron said and I rolled my eyes because I would give him a week before he changed his mind again. We got downstairs and sat on the blanket and turned on B.A.P.S. I went to grab some popcorn but Duron quickly grabbed the bag and moved it to his side. "That's yours, mines have M&M's in it and I damn sure don't wanna spend the night in the hospital, I feel sorry you though you don't know what your missing with you being allergic to chocolate and all."
