Surprisingly I wasn't with Raheim.... shocker, I know but we felt like we needed some distance because with the amount of time we were spending together we were starting to annoy each other and I wasn't the type of dude who could deal with his slick ass comments without going off, so he decided to go home and I decided to go to my parents house. Or at least that was the plan originally but somehow I managed to get caught up in one of Andre's little schemes and now we were chillin with some girls from school and my old friends. And before some of y'all overreact we weren't doing anything crazy just smoking and watching movies but it seems like the more we smoked, the more that nigga Myles kept throwing out sneak disses and the more irritated I became because to be honest I really didn't fuck with that nigga ever since he found out that I was fuckin with Raheim he had been running his mouth and the ONLY reason I hadn't punched him dead in his shyt yet was because Andre asked me not to but I swear to God, that nigga got one more comment and then all bets are off.
"De'Veon why didn't you bring your boyfriend? What was his name again.... oh yeah Raheim." Myles said smirking and I jumped up and swung but before my fist could connect with his jaw Andre pulled me back, saving that nigga from getting his jaw wired shut. "Why are you so mad? It was a legitimate question? You got a boyfriend and his name is Raheim no need to be embarrassed." Myles said smirking.
"De'Veon calm down.... don't let that nigga get under your skin." Andre said and little did he know if he didn't let go of me he was going to be next on my list.
"Bro that nigga been sneak dissin all day and I'm over it, like forreal Myles what's up with you? Like you can't be that damn pressed that I'm fuckin a nigga, so unless you're jealous or something because what I do with my dick is none of your business." I said getting heated.
"I don't give a damn what you do with your shitty dick.... I just don't want that gay shyt around me." Myles said and Andre let me go and shrugged. "Calm down De'Veon.... making jokes is just my way of dealing with one of my best friends being a booty bandit."
"Bring your ass outside....." I said walking out the room and I could hear Myles laughing as we walked out the house. I took my shirt off and threw it on the fence while he stood there smirking.
"Man you can't be serious? De'Veon you can't fight every nigga that throws a joke about you being gay. I'm just trying to get you used to what's going to happen for pretty much the rest of your life." Myles asked and the fact that he was speaking logically was pissin me off even more, so before he could say anything else that would make me question my relationship with Raheim I punched him in the nose which instantly started bleeding. "AHH FUCK!!!!' Myles said holding his nose as blood poured between his fingers.
"Take me home Andre....." I said grabbing my shirt while Myles stood there making threats he knew his bitch ass wouldn't be able to back up. We got in his car and Andre was trying his hardest not to laugh, but I was pissed; true I'm going to have to deal with niggas talkin shyt about me being bisexual for the rest of my life, and it was also true I couldn't fight everyone.... but the more that I thought about it, the more I realized that I wasn't really mad about Myles talkin shyt to me.... Nah my anger came from the fact that he was talkin shyt about Raheim.
"Nigga why are you sitting over there mumbling to yourself.... that nigga must really got you pissed." Andre said laughing. "Yo why don't you introduce Raheim to everybody? Look hear me out before you shoot me down.... I had my reservations about dude but after we all hung out I saw that he wasn't like them other gays... he's acts like a nigga and......"
"You sound stupid as fuck... there's no right or wrong way to be gay, some of the most chill and funniest people I've met since coming out are the kind of gays you are discreetly hinting that you don't like, the feminine ones are some of the realest niggas. And yeah they can be extra at times but you could benefit from having a few fem friends." I said heatedly.
"Really how so?" Andre asked and I pulled out my phone and scrolled through IG until I found his page and showed him a pic of that nigga Jace surrounded by nothing but tens. "Damn who they?" Andre said and I could see he was starting to reconsider his opinion on fem dudes. We pulled up to the house and I was surprised to see Diante's car sitting out front, I almost told Andre to turn around but Diante had walked out the door and I could tell he was in a bad ass mood which told me him and Doonie had been arguing.
"What's wrong with that nigga?" I asked walking into the house and watched as Doonie paced around trying to get De'Vaughn to stop crying.
"He's mad because I wouldn't let him take De'Vaughn out this house, your brother was high as fuck and I wasn't taking that chance.... I don't think I helped things but letting him know that since neither him nor Unique showed up to court, I've been named temporary guardian until they can get ahold of Unique." Doonie said sitting on the couch.
"He's always been an angry ass nigga, but lately he's been on ten.... I wonder what's got his panties all knotted up." I said sitting next to him, Andre walked in the house and I knew he had been out there talking to Diante and for some reason that made me nervous because when he wanted Diante could be extremely manipulative.
"What's got you all upset?" Doonie asked as De'Vaughn finally started to settle down and I told Doonie everything that happened with Myles and he shook his head. "You know that's kinda what happened with me and Mateo when I first came out, it never got to the point where I had to punch him in the nose but I did have to check him a few times. Just give him some time to get use to it, and if he can't accept then cut that nigga off."
"Or I could just cut him off altogether and skip all that forgiveness shyt, I have enough negativity in my life and the last thing I want or need is someone else trying to fuck up my mood every single day." I said and when I glanced over at Doonie he was knocked out.
"Let's go... I really don't feel like staying here when he inevitably wakes up and puts us to work getting ready for this party." Andre said and I guess he had a point, so I got up and followed him out to him car and tried to put everything that happened behind us. "You and that nigga Myles should talk.... like one on one without anyone else around." Andre said as we drove around looking for something to do.
"Or it be just like I told Doonie, I can cut that nigga out my life entirely and not have to worry about that nigga's feelings. Matter fact why are you trying so hard to get me and him back coo?" I asked looking at him and he shrugged but I knew, that he knew why he was trying so hard.
"Because y'all been friends way too long to let something like this come between y'all and yeah I get it, that it's not on you but if y'all were ever really friends y'all should be able to reach some sort of understanding." Andre said I decided to pretend like I didn't hear him because I was over this conversation, thankfully I had a legit distraction because Raheim had just called me and it wasn't until I saw his name that I realized just how much I had been missing his sexy ass.
"Whatchu doin?" He asked and I quickly told him that I was doing absolutely nothing. "Aight... coo I need you to come up to the park by my house, my boy is trying to run three on three and I need another person, Antwan's already up here so you really don't gotta do shyt besides play defense." Raheim said and I quickly told Andre to take me to the park. When we pulled up, I saw a group of dude standing by the basketball court but I only cared about Raheim. "Damn y'all got here fast...." Raheim said walking over to me.
"You miss me?" I asked looking at him and he shook his head, oh see now he's trying to be funny but I was definitely going to get his ass back for that later. "Aight so whose ass are we about to beat?" I asked looking at two of the dudes and didn't recognize them. Then the third dude who was posted way off to the side turned around and I started feeling a little guilty, our eyes connected and I realized that this was the first time I've seen him since Diante pulled his gun on him and judging from the look on his face he remembered that day as vividly as I did.... Fuck, I just wanted to have a good day but it seemed like everywhere I went negativity just followed me, maybe in order for me to move away from all this negative energy was for me to do something I've rarely if ever had done before.........................
