I wasn't about to sit here and fret over Kolby's midlife crisis, I wanted to have fun and enjoy the night so when Antwan, Ronnie, and Idris pulled up I was thankful to get away from my brother for a few hours because I knew if I stayed here we'd end up fighting. When we arrived at Antwan's there were a few people already chillin outside including his cousin Raheim, Duron's brother De'Veon, and a couple of other dudes I knew hung around that group, of course, they were all clearly drunk and high as fuck and even though I told Kolby I wasn't going to do anything tonight.... fuck that nigga like he really pissed me off with his bullshyt and I just wanted to go all out because I knew tomorrow..... We got in Antwan's house and help him move some stuff around, just as we finished the first few people started to arrive, then within an hour the house was packed and the music was so loud that I could barely hear the person next to me yelling. As some random chick twerked on me I surveyed the crowd looking for someone who better suited my interest, while true Idris had my attention I didn't want to engage with the first dude who smiled in my direction, I wanted to expand my horizon and see who else was out there.
"Ayy can we talk?" Irvin said walking over to me, maybe if I would've known he was going to be here I would've stayed my ass home because I had done a good job at avoiding him up until this point but now I really didn't have anywhere to hide.
"Aight but it's gotta be quick because as you can see I'm kinda busy....." I said breaking away from my dance partner and following Irvin through the packed kitchen, out past the group of dudes who on the back porch smoking, and around to the front of the house. I noticed a couple of our teammates watching and I knew they were here to intervene if need be but I wasn't going to let it get that far.... "Speak because I'm kinda busy...." I said dismissively.
"Look I'm going to be blunt, you know what it was like for me the first three years of high school, I was invisible to almost everyone and then outta nowhere I started getting a lot of attention because of my skills in basketball, I guess when F.... he approached me at camp I was still trying to adjust to the sudden attention I was getting and....." Irvin said as his voice got lower and lower.
"So that's your excuse for cheating on me? That nigga gave you attention..... you know what, I'm not even mad anymore, do you... it was fun while it lasted and we can still be coo but I'm not about to be worrying about what will happen the next time some nigga gives you attention, especially since you'll be attending Morehouse next year.... I can't trust you and I can't be with someone I don't trust." I said walking off because I was starting to get pissed and I wasn't trying to spaz out on him. I walked back into the party and I was grabbed by Antwan, Zyn, and Ronnie.
"Here....." Zyn said handing me a bottle. "It was a gift from my Uncle Dallas, I've been keeping it over here because my mom would kill me and him if she found it and I figured now is the best time to crack it open and since you seem kinda tense.... take a shot." I thought about it for a split second before taking the bottle to the head. We stayed up in Antwan's room passing the bottle around until it was damn near empty before going back down to the party, I was feeling amazing.... all the worry I had been feeling melted away and I was in my zone.
I couldn't tell you how long I danced, or with how many people I danced with but I was having fun, Idris had dipped so I guess I missed my chance with him but I knew there was going to be other opportunities, anyways I was feeling myself, I probably looked crazy as fuck but I didn't care.... as I danced by myself I felt some arms wrap around my waist, then the smell of cologne hit my nose, it was unlike anything I had ever smelled before but whatever it was smelled amazing. Without missing a beat I started dancing with the dude and I could feel his dick growing against my ass, I wasn't the best dancer in the world but he seemed to enjoy what I was doing. Finally, the song switched and the dude whispered something in my ear that I couldn't make out but then he walked off and I was just able to catch a glimpse of him as he disappeared through the crowd.
