I sat in my living room wearing nothing but my briefs, with the AC on full blast... it was pushing one-ten outside so needless to say I wasn't doing shyt, Halo had gone back to Utah with his mom and it sucked that I wouldn't see him again until Halloween since I demanded that I get to take my son Trick-or-Treating. Kolby and Khris were due back today and that 'we need to talk' message was still weighing heavy on my heart, I sorta had an idea about what he wanted to talk about and honestly I wasn't sure if I was prepared for 'that' conversation. I needed to get out the house, today would be a perfect day to take my motorcycle out because nothing helped me relieve stress more than riding around the city on my motorcycle... well other than sex, which reminded me damn I hadn't had sex in a while. Okay, I couldn't resist, I was fuckin horny and though I wasn't a huge fan of jacking off but a nut is a nut is a nut..... I went to Pornhub on my tv and started scrolling through videos looking for one that caught my interest and just as I found one (Rio and XL) I was about to get started when someone knocked on the door..... fuck, I got up and walked over to the door where Elijah and Roy were waiting.
"Were you about to beat your meat? Come on Jaire there's no shame in giving yourself a handy every now and then but should you be balls deep inside of Cash by now? I mean I seen that nigga yesterday so I figured you'd be in the recovery phase by now." Roy said.
"Cash is home?" I asked confused. "I was talking to him this morning and he didn't mention shyt.... man what the fuck is going on?" I said mainly to myself.
"Sounds like the beginning of the end of y'alls relationship." Elijah said looking at me. "Look Jaire, we've always been real with each other and so as your best friend it is my duty to let you know that I feel like you're losing interest in your relationship with Cash, here's just a few examples of what brought me to that conclusion; the fact that you can barely hide your interest in Niño, the fact that you really don't seem upset at the fact that Cash has been back at the very least twenty-four hours. I could be wrong but the only way to know for sure is to talk to him." Elijah said.
"Yeah, maybe you're right but I won't know unless I talk to him....." I said quietly.
"But change your draws first, because you got a little....." Elijah said pointing to my briefs which had a little bit of precum leaking through, I put my hand in my briefs and rubbed the head of my dick before sticking my fingers in my mouth. "And on that note I'll be leaving....." Elijah and Roy said walking out the house while I went to go take a quick shower. An hour later I was pulling up to Cash's house, Khris was out front playing on one on with Irvin and when he saw me I could tell he was slightly nervous.
"Wassup Coach Jay... I mean Jaire." Khris said dappin me up. "Uhh Kolby is sleeping right now so you mind coming back a little later?" Khris asked, what the fuck? Wow... now I knew something was up and I was determined to get to the bottom of it.
"Khris I don't have time for games." I said walking past him and going inside the house, I found Kolby in his bedroom and it was clear that he was busy and I didn't want to interrupt him but we had some things that we needed to discuss.
"Ayy give me like two minutes....." Kolby said and I stood in the exact same spot while he finished up his phone call about some real estate stuff. "Wassup?" Kolby said looking at me and I swear he was starting to annoy me.
"Wassup? How about 'Hey Jaire, I missed you' or better yet you can start by explaining why you didn't call and tell me you were back, or even better you can tell me who that nigga was that you were with when I was on Facetime with Khris.... Man, what's going on with us Kolby?" I asked looking into his eyes.
"Let's break down what all you asked, I didn't tell you that I was back because I only got back last night and I was tired, secondly the dude you say me with was a recruiter, Kansas Basketball is interested in Khris and I was talking to him about getting my little brother a full ride scholarship..... as to the last question I don't know you tell me Jaire?" Kolby said and I could tell he was growing just as irritated as I was.
"You know what, I'm just going to go... hit me up when you're ready to talk." I said walking out the room, when I got outside Khris and Irvin were still playing one on one and before I got on my bike, I had to see something. "Ayy Khris what time did y'all get back yesterday? I stopped by around nine to check the mail and y'all weren't here so I was just wondering.... and what did the recruiter say?" I asked looking at him.
"About noon and what recruiter?" Khris said and I nodded, so Kolby was lying to me..... coo I see how things were going to be.........
"Jaire, the bar is closing and I really think you should get home and sleep it off." Emmanuel said patting me on the shoulder. "Aight here's what we'll do, I'll call Elijah and Roy, one of them can take you home and the other one can drive your motorcycle because you can barely sit up straight."
"I'll take him home." A voice said from over my shoulder and I turned to see Luka and Niño standing there. I was fucked up, that was evident by how easily I handed my keys to Luka and how easily I allowed Niño and Emmanuel to lead me out of the bar. As I got into Niño's car I could see he was trying not to laugh.
"Nigga what's so damn funny?" I asked rolling down the window so that I could get some fresh air.
"Nothing man, I just hope you don't throw up in my car like you did Emmanuel... you know you should probably slow down on the drinking because this is the second time you've been so fucked up that you needed some help getting home." Niño said still laughing.
"You need to suck my dick... like the entire thing and stay the fuck outta my business." I said playfully.
"Jaire, you're not ready for a nigga like me.... I'll have your ass cooking me breakfast at eight o'clock in the evening, I'm aggressive as fuck and you seem like the type of nigga that needs to be controlled." Niño said. "So wassup what drove you to drink this time?" He asked trying to change the subject.
"Relationship problems.. but everything will work itself out, I just gotta put in the work and I can't run every time things start looking bad, I'll call Cash in the morning and we'll set up a date or something so that we can work through this." I said closing my eyes. "Wake me up when we get to the house." When we get back to the house shyt went left, everything I had eaten in the last week ended up on the floor, after brushing my teeth, Niño once again helped me get undressed and helped me into the shower. "You should get naked.... I don't want you getting your clothes wet and shyt and I'm still a little woozy, I might slip and fall, busting my head on the floor...." I said smirking.
"You're so fuckin stupid...." Niño said but he still undressed and stepped into the shower with me, holding me up. "This is a really bad idea... I thought you didn't cheat?" Niño asked as I washed my chest and tried not to fall over.
"Kolby is cheating on me... so why don't I return the favor." I said not knowing where the fuck this was coming from, I was literally just talking about working it out with him, yet here I was in the shower with another dude and even though we weren't doing anything this was still crossing a line. "That nigga is really cheating on me....." I said shaking my head.
"Are you going to be alright?" Niño asked as we got out the shower and dried off.
"Yeah I'll be fine.... ayy can I ask you something, I know it's selfish of me to ask but uhh.... can you stay with me tonight? I really don't wanna be alone right now." I said avoiding his eyes and Niño paused for a second before nodding.
"I'm not sleeping in your bed either.... and I'll be sending you a bill via my lawyer for all this damn care I'm giving your ass." Niño said shaking his head, we stood there looking at eac other when someone started knocking on the door. "Fuck I forgot Luka was waiting for me." He said running downstairs.... I knew I was making a mistake but at that moment I was weak and I really didn't trust myself not to drive over to Cash's house and do something stupid.................
