I was so drunk I could barely stand up, thankfully Raheim was by my side to keep be on my feet so that I didn't make an ass outta myself in front of these Caucasians.... now even though I grew up in the suburbs, all of my friends were black so I usually went to 'black parties' so when Raheim offered to bring to a party out in Hilliard which is a predominately white area I was a little skeptical. I'll say this though, them white people knew how to party, every few minutes for the first hour I was expecting some shyt to pop off but it never happened, damn near everybody was friendly and were only there to have a good time, nothing more, nothing less. But I was fucked up.... and now I had to hear Doonie's mouth the entire ride back to the house because I knew he was supposed to be chillin with Elijah tonight and I had fucked that up for them. When Doonie pulled up I could feel his anger, I'm not going to ie that shyt was kinda funny because you could see that he was debating on whether or not he was going to hit me.
"Ayy don't hit me bruh I might throw up...." I said laughing and Doonie shook his head and held out his keys.
"Where's your car parked at?" I'm going to drive it back to the house and Elijah will follow behind me driving my car. I handed him the keys, then me and Raheim followed behind him trying our hardest not to laugh because I've never really noticed but that nigga Doonie walked funny as fuck when he was pissed.
"Ayy Doonie, can you take us to White Castles before we head back to the crib? I'm lowkey tipsy and White Castles is the best sober food." He said as we slid into the backseat, we got an obvious no when Doonie turned up my speakers drowning out the sounds of our laughter. "So what's the pla when we get back to the crib?" Raheim asked.
"This..." I said kissing him. "And some of this...." I said as I began sucking on his bottom lip. "Followed up by some more of this." I said rubbing his dick through his jeans. "I really love you...." I said looking into his eyes, Raheim who smirked, then suddenly his face went slack and I knew what was about to happen.
"Doonie pull over...." Raheim said and there was a brief second where me and Duron's eyes met and I thought he was going to let Raheim throw up in my car, thankfully he pulled over and Raheim ran over to the empty field. "I need to lay down...." Raheim said wiping his mouth on the towel I had waiting for him. We got back in the car and Raheim laid his head on my shoulder.
"That's what your little ass gets... you shouldn't drink if you can't handle it." Doonie said shaking his head, when we got back up to the house me and Raheim walked up to my room and he went straight into the bathroom.
"I guess our plans will have to be put on pause." I said watching him brush his teeth. "It's coo with me though....." I said watching Raheim wash out his mouth. Man this was crazy, I never in my wildest dream believed that I would be in love with a dude but Raheim... he was the one, Duron always told me that there was someone out there that could bring my 'curious side' yet I brushed him off, but now all I wanted to do was to lay up with this dude.
"My bad man... I guess I had too much." Raheim said walking over to my bed and stripping down to his boxers. "I think I'm going to head home tomorrow, I have been over here for damn near two weeks only stopping home to get some more clothes and check on my mom and I feel like I neglecting my number one lady."
"Damn I was hoping that we could... never mind, that's coo... To be honest I was just thinking that we need to start spending some time apart, not that I don't enjoy your company it's just I don't want us to grow annoyed with each other." I said and Raheim nodded. "But I do wanna do something this weekend... whether it be just catching a movie or chillin downtown.... I wanna get out of the house." I said and Raheim nodded, then yawned. "Man move over...." I said climbing into bed next to him.
"I love you De'Veon..." Raheim said.
"I love you too Rah." I said pulling him into my arms and finally allowing the alcohol to place me into a deep slumber................
The next morning Doonie cussed me out, he was mad that I got drunk and I wasted no time reminding him that both he and Diante used to get me drunk when we were younger just for their amusement, so if anyone is to blame it was him. After he told me not to come back until around eleven that night, I was trying to think of somewhere to go; I didn't want to go to my parent's house because they really weren't feeling me staying over Doonie's so I decided to go see my cousin/best friend Andre since it's been a while since we actually chilled together.
"Damn wassup stranger...." He said sarcastically as I walked into his bedroom where he was sitting with my old group of friends and they suddenly became quiet.
"I guess y'all niggas is still on that bullshyt..." I said shaking my head. "Aight so let's talk it out... what y'all still got an issue with me and Raheim dating?" I said looking around the room and once again Myles was the only one to speak up.
"Yeah, real talk... I do but not because you're dating him, my issue is how you've changed since you started dating him. Real shyt De'Veon ever since you and that nigga started fuckin you've been acting differently, like you barely talk to us, you never respond to any of our text and quite frankly this is the first time all summer that I've even seen you... and I blame that nigga because if it wasn't for him you wouldn't have switched up on us." Myles said looking around the room.
"Hold up... nah we're not even going to put this on Rah, y'all niggas got my number as well and I haven't got a text from any of y'all since before I came out and when I did if I remember correctly y'all were more worried about me coming on to y'alls ugly asses instead of trying to hear me out." I said getting heated.
"What do you expect De'Veon? You want us to be coo with you dating a nigga, sorry I can't do that shyt... I'm a real ass nigga and real ass niggas don't fuck other niggas... PERIOD! Now we can squash this shyt right now but I don't wanna hear or see any of that gay shyt because it's a bad look for all of us, because people will start to assume that we're gay too and I will kill a nigga for coming at me wrong." Myles said.
"Myles, I'm not going to hide Raheim because y'all niggas is insecure with y'all sexuality... if y'all can't accept me for how I am coo, I know where we stand. If I see y'all in school or out in public I'll acknowledge y'all and keep it pushin but I'm not the type of nigga that needs acceptance from other niggas.... I just wanna know one thing before I bounce, Andre you feel the same way these niggas do?" I asked my cousin and he sat there for longer than required to answer a simple question. "Damn really? Family over everything, remember that?" I asked.
"De'Veon it's not... look it's complicated and it's something that I have to sit down and really think about, just give me a few days to think it over and I'll give you a direct answer." Andre said but I wasn't trying to hear that shyt, I walked out his room and as I was heading out to the car Diante pulled up, great just what the fuck I needed was this dude harassing me.
"De'Veon hold up...." Diante said running over to me. "How you been little bro, you've been avoiding me." He said as if I hurt his feelings.
"Nigga, you beat the fuck out of my dude and ended up putting him in the hospital, you beat my ass, you've been neglecting your son, and let's not forget that you threatened to kill me if I kept seeing Raheim, so you can see why I haven't been fuckin with you like that Diante." I said looking into his eyes.
"I see Duron has been poisoning you against me like he's trying to do with my son...." Diante said clenching his fist.
"Nigga De'Vaughn is over mom and dad's house right now which I'm sure you're aware of, so if you really wanna see your son you'd stop fuckin harassing me and go spend some time with him." I said not backing down.
"I need a favor, I heard that nigga Idris was out and about, I need you to watch him for me... I'm certain that Ishan gave him the money he stole from me and Genesis so I want you to befriend, earn his trust, and watch him until he slips up and reveals where he's hidden my money." Diante said.
"Bruh you're fuckin hopeless...." I said getting in my car and driving off, all I could do at this point was shake my head because I don't see how I ever looked up to that nigga, brother or not he only cared about himself whereas Doonie cared about everyone else.... so I was glad I had Doonie because if I was being completely honest and this hurt me to say but I really didn't think Diante would live to see his son's first steps.....................
