Uncertain Chances

8: Chapter Eight

Auren POV

Hindi ko na ata siya masyadong naaalala. Wow! Good news yon. Yung almost encounter namen sa Music World, aahh, wala lang! Buti na lang, ALMOST lang yun!

Haaay! Louisse, always remember that you are the only one for me. You are the only one that I will love. I swear. Chessy mo Auren! Ipalaman kita sa tinapay e. 

Maiba naman tayo, umalis nga pala si Louisse. May business trip sa Singapore.

Nung tinanung niya ako kung anu gusto kong pasalubong, sabi ko Merlion!

Nagalit sa akin! Binibiro lang e.

Kaya sabi ko na lang, basta makauwi siya ng safe at ako pa rin ang laman ng puso niya, okay na sa akin. Dahil dun, nakakiss siya akin! Hahaha! :D

She gave me a light and sweet kiss on the lips. Syempre, hanggang ganun lang muna. Later na lang yung nasa isip niyo! Hahahaha! :D

IT’S FREEDOM DAAAAAAAAAAAAY! Hindi, joke lang! Balak kong pumunta sa Mall ngayon after kong magsimba. Ako lang mag-isa kasi wala si Honeybabe. Si Ate Meg naman nasa Palawan. May conference daw sila dun.

Okay lang kahit mag-isa. Para tipid pag nagpunta sa Mall. Hahaha! :D

9:00am ung misa. Kaya papunta na ko.

Mukhang marami yung nagsisimba dito ah?

Hindi ko naman first time magsimba dito pero parang iba yung pakiramdam ko today. Parang something good will happen to me! Wow! Confidence level, Auren! 

Tama na ang kwento. Simba muna ako.

After almost 1 ½ hour…

Medyo mahaba yung misa ni Fr. ah?

Well, marami akong natutunan sa kanya. Pero ang pinaka the best e yung concept ng CHANCES. Tama si Fr. Maraming CHANCES sa buhay natin yung hindi natin pinahalagahan, pinalampas natin at tinake for granted natin.

Napaisip tuloy ako. Ilang CHANCES na ba sa buhay ko yung di ko pinahalagahan, pinalampas ko at tinake for granted ko? Hmmmm. Basta ang alam ko lang, marami na yun. Pero may isang nag-stand out dun. Kung anu yun, secret na lang! Later, you’ll know. Just keep reading lang! :)

Sa Mall…

Gutom na ko. San ba ko kakain? I want a heavy meal. Hmmm. Mang Inasal na lang siguro. Mura na, unlimited rice pa! Tamaaa! Dun na lang. Hihihi! :)

After 2 hours of eating…

Haaay! Busog na busog ako dun ah? Sarap talaga sa Mang Inasal! Dun din kayo kumain. (Bawal endorsement, Auren!)

Maitext nga si Honeybabe! 

*napansin na medyo mahaba na yung buhok niya (screen’s reflection)*

Makapagpagupit nga.

After 30 minutes..

Wow! Pogi! Sige lang, Auren. Puriin mo lang ang sarili mo. It’s free.

Naalala ko yung homily ni Fr. Yung about sa CHANCES. Today, I have all the CHANCE to enjoy.

I should take this chance.

Yeah, right!

Use this chance.

Treasure this chance.

Enjoy this chance.

I should set plans for today. Hmmm.

Eating a heavy meal? Check.

Making myself more handsome by a new hair cut? Check.

What’s next? Hmmmm.

Shopping? Why not? Yeah, shopping. :D

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“Sir, that shirt will look good on you!” Sabi nung isang saleslady. Wow! Englishera.

“Do you really think huh?” Sagot ko. Syempre dapat English rin.

“Yes, Sir! Any color will look good on you!” sabi ulit. English pa ulit.

“Give me a medium of this one *pointing to the blue shirt* and this one!” *pointing to the yellow shirt* - I said.

“Yellow, Sir?”- tanung niya.

“Yeah, why? You said I look good on any color, right? Yellow is one of my favorite color, just for today. I am gay that’s why I love neon colors!” – I explained.

“Aaah, you’re ga-aay! Ahh, okaa-aay Sii-rr! I’ll get one for you! Wait!” – she uttered.

I even heard her say, “Ay, sayang! Gwapo pa naman tapos beki! Iba na talaga panahon ngayon no?”.

Ay, gaga! Hindi ba niya alam yung ibang meaning ng gay? Gay is synonymous to Happy, right? Bobey naman pala ung saleslady! May pa-english-english pang nalalaman e. Hayaan na nga siya. 

“Ma- S-si-siir! The shirts!” the bobey salelady said while handing me the shirts.

“Thank you!” I said emotionless.

“Sa counter na lang po Ma-Sii-ssirr!” sabi niya.

“Yeah, I know! I always do shopping. Don’t remind me!” I harshly said.

Si bobey saleslady, ayun tameme. Hahahaha! :D Pagkamalan ba naman akong bading. Edi tarayan ko nga. Hmmm, imbyerna siya! Oi, baka isipin niyo na bading nga ako. Hindi no? Kiss ko kayo jan e. Bleeeh! :P Joking.

Next on my list?

Find my true love.

Oooh, I’ve already found one. She’s Louisse.

That thought came from my mind.

Oooh, I’ve already found one. She’s Sasa? Not so sure with the name.

That thought came from my heart.

Heart or mind?

Hmmm. I don’t want to be confused with this.

I should change my plan.

I must change this.

Hmmm.

I should better go home now. It’s getting late.

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Ansabee ng I’m gay?? Hahaha! :D

Yellow ang favorite color for today, bet nio? For today lang? Hahaha! :D

Thanks sa mga nakakaappreciate ng mga corny jokes ko dito. Well, bumenta ba sa inyo? Salamat sa mga nagbabasa! 

Keep reading. :D