The Zombies Over There

I Miss Cameron

Jay's POV

I wake up to humming, a warm soft hum in my left ear. I slowly open my eyes and turn to that side, coming face to face with Tord. He smiles. I glance around and see that's it's pretty late, the stars were out. I could see them through the roof window.
"Hey there" Tord whispers, I yawn.
"Hi" I whisper back.
My eyes dart around the room, I see the teens, the older man and the twins.
No Kenny.
"Where's Kenny?" I ask, Tord gets an odd look.
One between happiness and forced sadness.
"He's uh.. with Katy" Tord says, resting his hand on my side. I shiver and wrap my arms around his neck, cuddling into him, feeling warm again. He rubs my side carefully, occasionally stopping for a brief second before continuing. Soon my fidgeting stopped and I enjoyed it, playing with his hood.
Than I put a hand over his, stopping him.
"Can we go get Kenny?" I ask, Tord grins a bit. A scary grin.
"Sure" He says, helping me out of bed.
He holds my hand as we walk toward the medicine tent, as we got closer, a muffled noise could be heard. I got nervous, not knowing what to expect.
Tord grabbed the curtain and pulled it open.
What I saw I hated, and I speak for everyone.
Kenny jumped up and began rambling, I tuned him out and gave him a disgusted look.
Katy, was a blushing nervous mess, covered in blankets. I open my mouth to say something but get yanked back, I let out a pain filled shriek. I fall down and look up, seeing a zombie above me. It's face was destroyed, and my eyes widened as I stared at it.
"Jay!" Two voices screamed, than there was a gun shot. I opened my eyes and see Tord above me, with a gun. The zombie fell backward and Tord picked me up and snuggled me close.
"Jay, are you okay?!" Kenny asks, I glare at him and walk toward him.
"You know what, Kenny" I say, spitting his name out. He gives me a nervous look.
"If you wanna fuck people, go for it. Just don't expect me to stick with you anymore, yeah?" I say, he sighs and opens his mouth.
"Fuck you" I growl, I storm off toward the woods, and hear Tord and Kenny arguing behind me.
I sit by a tree and sigh, rubbing my eyes.
Everyone was turning on me. Everyone.
I don't really even wanna be here anymore.. I don't wanna be anywhere.
I wonder if this is what Cameron felt like..
I wonder if I can end it too, and maybe I'll be with him again.
I miss him.
I miss Cameron.
I slid my hand up the tree and feel the bark scratch against my palm, when I pull it away my palm was slightly bleeding.
I shouldn't have left Lewis and Saint and Sam... I'd never see them again now.
They're probably dead.