"you make me so happy."

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"you make me so happy."
ocean eyes -billie eilish and blackbear

i don't know what to do
on days like this
i wish that i knew

where i could go
to find the right way

to be the best i can be
but there's nothing that i can say
or do

to change
what i've done
inside

i'm sorry for hurting you
but i can't change you
i can only recreate you

i love you,
but i take you for granted

knowing i only have one body
one mind
one single life

i throw it all away
in strife

because i
am stuck

and do not tell me it's easy
do not tell me it's okay

because i have gone numb
gone empty
and i don't feel
each passing day

i wish i did
i wish i could feel the precious worth in my life
like november

but i can only feel
stuck and sorry for myself

you make me so happy
but now
i'm someone else

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i wrote a poem about myself

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