i'm loving, but who could love me?

"lexapro."

"lexapro."
❤️x1000-tyler cole

the pill
makes my head spin
and my heart
loses its beat when
you pull me in
there you go
with
kisses like lexapro

like xanny and clyde
you're always there
even when you have to take all of this time
you still stick around
for my
nothingness
you swear i have so much to give
healing all my broken bones
like a bandage for my sorrows
you're the serotonin
and my neurotransmitters
won't let you go

you got
kisses that make my head spin
my love is like lexapro
not addictive
but you keep filling that prescription
you never ever wanna let me go

hold onto me like 20k in cash
spend me in the summer
save me for your sake
and
never get tired of each other

don't spend my pride
and i'll never waste your time

let's be reckless and do the dumb things that cognitively imbalanced teenagers do
let's go off the medicated madness of the universe
and fall into something deeper
let's go somewhere only you and i know
ill take you far away
ten cups of adrenaline and
ill hold your hand
like lexapro
i promise ill never let you go

wanna
call you by your name
but i won't find a word that rhymes the same
so i compare you to a drug that makes me sick
you make me feel good
and maybe i would
if i took it longer
and kept at it
but i can't stand this

but i got you
so fuck i need a pill for?
i got someone
that i gotta be here for

takes me back down to earth
you know what i heard?

that you're feeling lucky
okay
good

it's a lot better than i would
taking a shot and throwing it back
when i'm not really into all of that
just wanna
be in your arms
and watch the sky change

no more pain
no more pills
i won't complain
just wanna be there
wherever you want to go
no reassurance
maybe one day i'll just know

that you want me
and it's okay to let my walls go
down

kisses like a pill ok
mediocre

maybe the love will be like propofol
admist a helpless dream
a colorful scene
one i can't control
from falling

i hope so

i hope so