i'm loving, but who could love me?

"why doesn't anyone want you?"

"why doesn't anyone want you?"

Lo que siento -cuco

i guess i left her in a dream

not really sure of where she went

or what this means

but fuck

this sucks

i feel like a crumpled sheet

overflowing with words so sickening

what if i lost myself in it all

what if i lost her in your downfall

loneliness absorbs me

im used to this absence of feeling

i let the possibility of a happy ending die

and i let the anxiety, pain and suffering drown me beneath words that aren't even mine

where's the viewer discretion in your sad ex rated film?

sex is the least of the worry

it's the blood, gore and guts you need

ripping out hearts must make your hands tired

why don't you use them to please-

those words vanish when you think of me

but it has to be my fault

for you diminishing my self esteem

you hardly even speak

so how could i ask you to say what you mean?

so loneliness dates me

it sure does

take me

a long time to forget about you

even when the music makes love to me

my thoughts are just wondering

what is- where is- why wont you-

why don't you

please

wont you

please?

if not for him

for me?

can't escape the thoughts

the memories make me sick

nausea is the thought of your words

worry and worry

until my heart explodes

guess ill never really know

ill let the lone wolf

spread my thighs

eat me up

and eventually

but one wolf will starve

because my soul is empty

even when he's destroying me

i don't really feel anything

i let the possibility of a happy ending die

i still reach out

i always open my mouth

but i never say what i mean

ill just let the possibility die

and ill continue to helplessly whine