internet friendships

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12/7/18 -

im pretty sure like many of you, you have friends on the internet as well. i don't have a lot but i do have one, he's from San Francisco, California. he's my best friend, wait homie actually. we met a few years ago, almost 4 now. i trust him more than anything honestly, we're the closest of friends, used to be.. we've had a ton of fights here and there and alongside came the downfall of our friendship. before we used to talk everyday, but now we barely even do. we're still friends yeah but we don't talk a lot as we used to. i miss him a lot, i can tell him things i can't with anybody else. he says he's busy with school and his work and i understand that, but there comes his posts on his instagram story about him hanging out with his girl best friend and them playing games together. i don't know if it's a feeling out of jealousy but it really sucks. seeing his stories with her, it's like indirectly telling me he doesn't need me anymore. maybe i'm just paranoid but i've gotten so used to having him in my life that one without him feels incomplete. i honestly don't know what im supposed to do now. i mean i don't expect him to be there for me all the time, but at least check on me once in a while would be great? i need my homie too sometimes :( what do you guys think?

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i was supposed to post this 2 days ago but it didn't load so here it is :")

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