Teeth

Chapter 29

Recap:"Violet don't worry about anything, we'll get through this I promise, Amos won't get you and you'll learn control, I promise Violet." Embry said and I smiled leaning into his touch. "Thank you Embry." I said and he smiled. "Now lets eat." And we ate unaware of the angry golden eyed wolf.

I felt embarrassed going back to college. Embry drove me there, but sitting next to Serene knowing I probably went after her. We were doing an quiz on our training and everything we had done so far. Onyx sat at my feet.

I wrote down the steps and exercises I had done with Onyx. Serene sat next to me and I glanced at her. Blue eyes looked up and met my violet ones. And she gave me a friendly smile before going back to her quiz and I did the same thing. My heart pounded in my chest. I didn't feel all that different. But at the same time I did. My vision had enhanced, as did my hearing, and smell. But I believe that was normal for practically anything non human out there. But that's not what unsettled me.

It was the feeling of something lurking in the back of my mind. Patient and waiting, but at the same time unsure. Something large. It didn't take me that long to realize what it was. It was my wolf like Raye mentioned. A manifestation of my new moon shifter status deep within me. She was cautious and seemed to share the same hurt I had. But hers was amplified as she got the taste of my childhood running through her veins making her unsure of the surroundings around her. But I had been working through all my problems, but it seemed to me why I recovered so well.

My wolf was taking the brunt of the force. Taking away all those memories away and at the same time keeping me safe. And instead of being afraid of that, I was thankful. Knowing that I had someone out there that couldn't leave. That wasn't capable of leaving. Something to shoulder the pain of my childhood with me. It was scary knowing something else was in my mind. But at the same time refreshing. As if a weight had been lifted off of my shoulders. But that's not the only emotion she had in her over the memories.

Unsure was one of them. But then there was the hot rage that formed deep within her upon realizing what had happened to me. The need to fell my parents flesh in her teeth. To end them for all of the pain and horror they had brought down on me. To protect and to defend, to get revenge on my parents. Yet she was calm. Keeping deep within my mind. But the revenge wasn't as strong as the need to protect. To protect me from anything else that could further the damage to my mind. To block it out and take it in.

And she had taken in the thought of Amos. But she let me shoulder it as well. Knowing she came from Amos for the sole purpose of a pack member or mate brought the rage back to her. But she kept calm the entire time. Which was the scary part. With the rage in her she had such a calm aura and expression. With all the anger from Amos and my parents she was calm and collected prepared for anything. Yet unsure of her surroundings. And who to trust. And it came to me I would have to teach her to trust.

Raye could help, but he didn't have her in him like I did. She was part of me, not a separate being, just something that had manifested me. She wasn't separate from , she was me, just a different part. And I was going to have to be the one to teach her who to trust. But making her trustful of everyone was impossible. She wouldn't ever be able to knowing what I went through. But having to tell her who to trust and who not to trust. And letting her tell me who she thought was trustful.

It was like Onyx. . . but in my body. And she was a bit confused on Onyx. But she had established he was part of her 'pack' in her eyes. Even though she had no pack, she saw him as hers. That he was no threat to her, but not inferior. It didn't take her long to realize that he was a support for me. Onyx laid at my feet staring at me quite perplexed as I smiled at him and he nuzzled my leg and I patted his head. And then I brought my attention back to my quiz.