...To Begin Again {Roman Reigns}

Decision

I opened the front door the next morning and chuckled as Kelly bounded past me with her two children. We had decided to clear our schedules today and just hang around the house with the kids while our men went on a hike together for their bonding time. Corey had picked up Kaiser early this morning and we didn't expect them back until after nightfall, which was fine by me. He had been awfully cheery since our conversation last night, and even though I knew he wanted me to agree to come along with him this summer, I wasn't so sure yet.

"Sooo...." Kelly drug out as we sat by the pool, watching the kids playing in the water having the time of their lives.

"What bitch?" I asked monotone.

"I know Kaiser talked to you about Steph wanting us back for the summer....and possibly longer." she replied.

"Mhm." I sighed, my eyes hidden by my sunglasses.

"Wy," Kelly sighed and sat up, turning toward my chair. "Look, I know you hate the idea but what could it hurt?"

"What could it hurt?" I shot out, sitting up, pushing the sunglasses up into my hair as I stared at my best friend. "You know what it could hurt Kels. Yeah, okay, I know it's been two years since I stepped foot anywhere near a WWE arena, but that doesn't make it sting any less."

"Wynonna I know, I know. I know everything you went through with him okay? But this isn't about that, it's about Stephanie and the WWE superstars loving and believing in our ability to make them beautiful and presentable. We rocked that damn company for nearly 5 years babe!"

"I know." I sighed, glancing back out at the giggling children.

"Wynonna, I know your worried that Kaiser could find out about what went down between you and-"

"Don't utter his name." I glared at her.

"Okay, he that can't be named." She stuck her tongue out causing me to chuckle. "But honestly, even if he did it wouldn't change anything. Kaiser loves you and your past has nothing to do with what you two have right now."

"But it does." I looked in her eyes.

"Wy-"

"Look at her Kelly. You and Corey know exactly why I don't want to take her around them. One look at Swayze and their going to start asking questions." I shot out.

"Wynonna, yes she has some of his features but she looks like you too. Fuck what people say." Kelly responded.

"Yeah? Fuck what they say? What about when Kaiser comes face to face with him and actually pays attention to some of his features and then comes back and looks at Swayze. I can't exactly go saying, 'Oops, guess what I cheated on you 6 months into our relationship, which resulted in me getting knocked up and then us marrying. By the way, I never told you because I didn't want anything to do with the jerk anymore so you've been raising her as your own for the past two years.'" I made a disgusted face at myself. "I'm such a tramp."

"It doesn't matter who her biological father is, Kaiser is her dad. Nothing could change his love for her. Wynonna, stop living in fear. He who can't be named obviously doesn't think about the past. I've seen him countless times when the kids and I go visit Corey and he not once has asked me about you."

"He's probably scared you'd keep your promise of breaking his face." I smiled proudly at my best friend.

"And I meant every word." Kelly sighed as she grabbed my hands. "Wynonna, you've sheltered yourself since you found out about his lies. You changed after that trip to Florida, and even though I know you did it to guard yourself, in the end your just hurting the woman I know you are mamma. Don't let him win. You deserve happiness. You deserve to live your best life."

"I just don't want Swayze to suffer for my mistakes." I responded, tears in my eyes.

"She wont. But she also needs to know that her mother is fearless. Whatever happens in the future will never interfere with the love she has for you. So what there is a possibility Kaiser might not be her father...he's put in the work as her dad and that's all that counts."

I took a deep breath as I looked out at my beautiful daughter as she played with Kelly's children. I would always want what was best for her and I would always protect her from any and everything. But she did deserve to see the world, she deserved it all.

"If I do this, we have to try and make it as drama free as possible." I replied looking at Kelly's smiling face.

"Fuck drama." She shot out.

"And I still don't want him around me."

"Fuck him too"

"Kelly." I laughed out.

"What? Don't make me beg you." She whined.

"Okay, okay." I chuckled at her hope filled face. "Let's make the WWE great again."

"Hell yes Wynonna Trump!" she screamed as she tackled me down onto the concrete floor.