Really?!

Chapter 41

Shawn's POV

 It was around six in the morning and the sun was coming up. I went in the room to wake Chanel. I got her up and told her to get dressed while I waited in the living room. I left a note for Bey so she wouldn't be worried. Chanel came out dressed.

 "Okay, let’s go." I said.

 "Where we going?" She asked.

 "You trust me?" I asked as I held out my hand.

 She grabbed it and we walked out the room. We went downstairs with my bodyguard of course and we took a ride to Bourbon street. We got out and began to walk. Not many people out this early because they just went to sleep. We walked in silence for a while.

 "Daddy." I heard Chanel say.

 "Yeah." I answered.

 "Are you mad at me too?" She asked.

 "Yesterday I was then I was disappointed because you know better." I said.

 "I know and I'm sorry but I was so mad." She said. "How do you read those mean things about mommy and just let it go?"

 "Sometimes are harder than others but I have to remember there lies." I told her. "You have a lot of bottled up anger."

 "I know." She said.

 "But why?" I asked.

 She stopped walking and then I did. We just looked at each other.

 "Daddy we're in the same boat." She said. "I don't like talking about it anymore but I was abandoned as a kid. How can I not have anger in me." 

 I took her over to a bench so we could sit down.

 "I know how you feel, I really do but all that anger is gonna get you into trouble." I said. "I got in trouble and you’re going the same way if you don't change."

 "I know." She said looking down.

 "We need to find an outlet for you." I said. "You like boxing?"

 "You mean like Ali?" She asked.

 "Yeah." I said.

 "I guess, but I thought y'all didn't want me to fight." She said.

 "In the gym is different." I said.

 She started nodding her head.

 "You’re not allowed on social sites anymore." I said.

 "I know, mommy broke my phone." She said.

 "How she do that?" I asked.

 "She threw it against the wall." She said.

 Damn, I'm upset about that. It was hard getting four iPhone 5's as soon as they came out.