CHENLE'S DIARY ENTRY, 1

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i can't do this anymore.
i can't hide it.
my feelings-
they're only getting stronger.
i have to admit it.
i have to tell them.
if i don't... it'll eat away at me until there's nothing left.
i'm too nervous.
what do i do?
they'll reject me.
why wouldn't they?
not only are they together, they're with mark as well.
i have to tell them.
but i can't bring up the courage to do it.
i'm gonna get hurt.
it's inevitable.
it's gonna happen.
i can't prepare for it, only endure it once it happens.
why is this happening?
why do i feel this way...?
i guess there's but one thing to do..
so.. who do i tell first?
y/n...
yeah... i'll tell her first.
and then, i'll tell jisung.
maybe.
depending on how it goes with y/n.
sigh.
chenle.
what are you thinking?







- chenle

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