NCT DREAM CHATROOM X YOU

JAEMIN'S DIARY ENTRY, 1

so.
here's the deal.
i've noticed that jeno, renjun and chenle have these little black journals.
i don't know what they're for.
but suddenly, there's one in my drawer.
i think they're diaries?
and since i have one now, might as well put it to use.
let me just get right into it.
jeno's been acting different lately.
why?
wish i could say but even i don't know the reasoning behind it.
he's been a bit distant, and he's been a little out of it recently too.
he tends to day dream a lot.
what he thinks about, hopefully me.
what if he's fantasizing about someone else-
wow.
that just dawned on me...
what if he loves someone else?
it took me forever to finally confess to him..
so if he's fallen for someone else..
why didn't i confess sooner?!
damnit jaemin!
you idiot!
no...
i'm overthinking.
he's probably just dreaming about us, getting ice cream, cuddling, watching movies, doing cute, couple-y things.
right??
damnit... now my mind is coming up with the worst possible situations.
I'M GOING TO GO BEFORE THIS DAMN JOURNAL MAKES ME CRY.

- jaemin