Everything I Didn't Say | M.C

TWO

Days passing by and I literally living in London I've been hanging out with Caleb since we became friends I guess? I haven't met his "friend" yet but he keeps talking about him that we look cute together. I was really annoyed and bothered like Dude shut up! But of course I can't just say that to him since I only have few friends like two friends around here plus my mother how awful for me. Well it doesn't really matter for me because I'm planning after my first semester I will go back and face what I've left back home, not Jc but Michael. I was just giving my mother a chance staying here after all I choose her over Michael, I mean this isn't some shit movie or a TV series that you will left your family over your boyfriend, I was still focusing on reality.

I remember when Michael told me that we could keep it as a secret but I still ignore that decision of his. I admit I was selfish, selfish that I got scared and thinking how bad it will look for both us being together the fact that we all know he was the son of Marco but then it wasn't. Jc really planned this when he knew. Still I was dumb. I didn't continue to try to contact him I ask Bree if Calum still has news to Michael but he doesn't know a thing now since Michael moved with his mom. I tried asking Jen but I got the same answer.

Where is he?

How is my love?

Is Michael getting drunk?

Does he goes to college?

Did he move on?

Is he seeing somebody?

Did he already forgot about me?

I cried again. Every night.

I know Michael made a promise to me but promises are meant to be broken. I also told him he shouldn't that day we talked. Michael is not that stubborn so I'm having this thoughts running on my mind that he might did, he might moved on and it always bothers me. These things made me realize I was weak, scared and can't fight my love for him. I was this girl who's eager to know the truth for him and I just give it up just because he was the first son of my step-father. I really made a mistake and I thought our love was a mistake too. I was carried away and didn't made a decision that both of us could live happy about it. I was wrong.

It's Saturday morning and I didn't have class today, I was still laying on my bed just staring at the ceiling. Jans wasn't here because she had a class, our room wasn't that big her bed was on the left side and she redecorate half of the room so she could still feel home she wasn't a pure British girl she's from Canada she told me they moved here in Europe when her dad got promoted she's living in London for almost 6 years. My side was literally boring and odd I didn't decorate it or what because I don't feel I have to. As I got up and took a shower, fix myself and clean our whole room it's the least I could do. I decided to go for a stroll, I leave mom a voice message just telling her I miss her and take a week off because she always work and take over time, I get that she wants to save loads of money for me and she don't want me to get a job here somehow she still spoils me.

As I walk around the street I saw Caleb and he's with someone then he saw me, he whisper to the guy and pointed at me but the guy he's with just ran off. Do I look ugly or scary right now? I just ignore him then I walk over on the other side deciding to go at the park I was going to the mall but I don't have anything else to buy. It's still the same old me just wanting to walk and keeping myself think at the park. I will miss the park back home where it has memories though it was always me thinking.

"Hey Wells!" Caleb shouted.

I still walk and ignoring him he was running and chasing me but I was like on a fast walk. Then he suddenly grab my arm and i turn around and face him.