Everything I Didn't Say | M.C

THREE

It was a fine Monday my Sociology class is already done I’m walking back to the dorm as I walk I was thinking what Caleb just told me on the other day he put a bet that I will fall in love with his friend. He doesn’t even mention his name which bothers me all I remember is he’s tall and had this curly hair but not that much. I got to my dorm and Jans was here sitting on the floor and doing her makeup.

“Got a date?” I said and lay on my bed and threw my bag on the side of the door.

“Yeah, he’s really attractive.” She said and blushed.

“Aw, how long you guys been dating?” I was a little bit jealous.

“About a month now, I really wanted to be his girlfriend to be honest but I can see he don’t want to rush everything.” She pouted.

“Oh, maybe he’s waiting for the right time to ask you to be his girlfriend or his planning something.” I said and sat on my bed.

“I guess so. He told me he’s last relationship was really awful but I don’t want to talk about it.”

Well mine was a lot awful. I said on my mind.

“Anyway Jans do you know any guy named Caleb?” I asked.

“Caleb who?”

“Caleb Stefored?”

“Sorry, I don’t know him. Do you like that lad?” She giggled.

“No, he’s annoying!” I chuckled.

Jans stands up and pick the dress on her closet she wears this short sleeves peach dress that is quite tight that really put her on shape, she was sexy I admit. I help her straight her hair with the straightening iron.

“So Lai, do you have a boyfriend?” Jans asked. I gulped.

“Before.” I said.

“What happened?” She asked as I still straightening her hair.

“It’s a long story Jans and I don’t want to talk about it.”

“Not that I’m crossing your privacy but it’s that the reason why you cried every night?” She said.

I stopped what I was doing.

“What?”

“I’m sorry I asked that, sometimes I just hear you sobbing since you got here. I was just wondering and I know we are already friends, so yeah.”

“Well yes it is.” I said.

I continue to straight Jans hair as I tell her the whole story about me and Michael which made me cry. She grab the straightening iron from my hand and hug me, I was still affected and I can’t really move on or should I say I’m not really making myself to move on I was just waiting, waiting for some miracle that I know it could be impossible to happen. Jans love to stay and comfort me but she had a date and I don’t want to ruin it for her so I let her leave and I’m stuck on our room.

I was sitting on the floor and I decided to clean my closet and do my laundry. I grab all my dirty clothes and went down to laundry room and put all of them to the washing machine, I went back to my room and organize everything that I need to organize then a small bag fell on the top of my closet, it was my green pouch bag I opened it and saw a box. It was the box where I keep the necklace that Michael gave to me I opened it and hold it really tight. I cried again. I miss him I always say that and there’s nothing I could do to get back there. I gripped really tight on the necklace as my tears stream down on my face and leave marks on my palm. “Lai you’re strong you can do this!” I said to myself. Suddenly something run on my mind I told Michael that If we are meant for each other then destiny will lead us together again I hope it would really come true.