Everything I Didn't Say | M.C

EIGHTEEN

Been walking around the campus and it’s already 7:00pm I am now headed back to the dorm I hope everything is done well on our room and probably Luke isn’t around. As I walk on the street I’m thinking to call Michael because to be honest I already miss him, so I dial his number and hopefully he will answer but it turn out he’s out of reach. I pouted staring on my phone as I walk, did he turn off his phone? Or his just busy? He might be.. I guess I’ll just try by tomorrow.

I opened our dorm room and wow it’s all clean and Jans is sitting on her bed looking pretty.

“So do you want to share what happened or you’ll ask something?” I said as I sat on my bed.

“Luke told me not to tell you anything and he already told me that your ex-boyfriend is his best friend and former band mate..” Jans said.

“I can understand why he don’t want to..” I chuckled. “Yeah, well anyway he is a good guy, good friend he should cherish you.”

“I think it will be.” Jans whispered. “So how’s New York?”

“It was extreme. I hope we’ll be good really soon.” I said and told Jans the whole story to the New York trip.

“God! I can’t believe that happened! Seriously Lai, he should really picked you than that girl.” Jans said.

“Well I don’t know, I mean when I was gone she was there and who knows Michael probably have little feelings for her, he could lie to me after months being apart. That girl wouldn’t act like that if she doesn’t see a thing with Michael.” I blurted out.

“Don’t think deeply Lai, come on! Michael will do things if he really loves you.. I don’t know him for real but just consider what your friends been telling you, if he loves you then congratulations!” She said with joy and makes me smile wide.

“I guess so, my mind always play things, these conclusions, plots or whatever..”

“It’s because you’re in love that’s why, if you don’t care you won’t waste time and won’t be depressed if he’s not worth it for you.”

I smiled and hugged Jans. She’s a good adviser and really caring.

“Thank you Jans it make me feel more relieve. Just had these options for Michael that I want to runaway with him but this spaces, this spaces won’t leave me to think.” I said.

“Do you have the necklace?” Jans asked.

“Yeah? Why?” I was confused.

“Just wear it feel the presence- you know Michael’s love to you, his affection to make you stop worrying these spaces you’ve been talking about.”

So I went up and grab one of my bags and get the necklace. I hold it, Michael didn’t know I still keep this. I guess I should give it a try again and wear it.

I look on the mirror, stare at myself and wear the necklace the heart shaped pendant with initial ML.

“I love you Michael…” I whispered.

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Another day to fulfill and need to catch up on my class I woke up really early and headed to the library to do few of my term papers to pass and get that credit. It took me about two hours sitting, reading and typing then I fix myself because I already look awful for doing that in just couple of hours, great.

I went off the library and go straight to my class room and happy to see Caleb passing by.

“Caleb!” I called him out loud.