Everything I Didn't Say | M.C

NINETEEN

Waking up again next to Michael makes my morning a lot more special. His arms are still wrapped on my waist while my face buried on his chest, I keep on saying the feeling waking up next to him is like my Christmas morning. I probably should say to him that we’re really okay and we’re back being together that we are legit boyfriend and girlfriend.

I make myself giggle thinking these things while staring to his face slipping my fingers to his jaw line and rub my thumbs on his cheeks.

“Good morning..” Michael said with his raspy voice.

“Good morning to you too.” I said.

Michael quickly pecked a kiss on my forehead as he stands up. “Do you have class? I will drive you back, I mean we will take a cab.” He said.

“Yeah, but I could skip today and celebrate.” I give him a wide smile and just stare at him.

Michael look confused and walk near to me he placed his left hand on my left cheek as he chuckled.

“Celebrate about what? That I am here?”

“No, Michael. Celebrate because.. I love you.” I said and hug him really tight. “Michael, I want us back like what you want and I think this is the time for that.” I whispered.

Michael didn’t pull away we’re just hugging it feels good to be back on his arms again and we are officially together. I don’t know what will happen in the future and I know we both live in different country but we will work on that on the possible way we could. There is no more hindrance for us, no more Jc Caylen, his mom will be okay with this now and Marco supports us and I’m sure my mom as well. Jen and Bree will be pleased to hear that we’re alright now I know they always tell me that Michael  loves me and I am too and now here it is. We’re back, we’re together.

It’s already noon, after the whole cuddling session with Michael when I told him we’re back as lovers, I laughed hardly when I said that he was just giggling the whole time like a cute little boy I leave his hotel to get back on my dorm and get few of my clothes I decided to stay with Michael on his hotel room for a bit he’s only here for a week. It’s a long stay so I will spend every second with him but I’ll still attend my class but this day I will skip.

As I got on my dorm and picked my clothes Jans wasn’t around she might be on her class so I quickly fix everything and took a quick shower as I got done and ready to leave the dormitory I saw George on the lobby.

“Hey George..” I called him.

“Hi!” George said with his cheeky smile.

“What are you doing here?” I asked.

“Wanted to see you anyway why you have a big bag pack? Are you going somewhere?” George said.

“Well- uhh, yeah. I’m going somewhere I will stay there for a moment.”

“What? With who?” He was really curious.

“Look George, I’m sorry.. Michael is here and we just talked and I realize the whole thing and you know how much I love that it literally hurts me- so we just got back together and I wanted to spend more time with him before he goes back to New York.” I said and I can’t look straight to George.

“Wow. That’s, that is something you can’t hear every day. Well I hope you and Michael will be better than before. Bye.” George said and walk straight to the door with a disappointed face I just watched him get inside to his car and drives away.

I don’t know why I feel so bothered about him, telling him this, about Michael and I, I know he likes me and I like him too but not that intimate but why I have this punching feeling inside of me like I don’t want to lose him too? Is it because I kissed him? Probably yes but still no. I even put him on my options, oh shit no, wait- I think I’m just over acting from everything that he done to me. Yes. That’s it.