Everything I Didn't Say | M.C

NINE

It was Sunday morning I went downstairs to grab some breakfast as I got down there I thought mom will be on the kitchen cooking something but all I see was a note pinned on the wall near the fridge.

Hey Sweetie! Already cooked you some scrambled eggs with pepper and cheese just toast the bread on the center table. I have to leave early, make sure you’ll get your plane ticket today.

 

Mom.

That’s was sweet telling me to get my tickets today, I heated the scrambled eggs for a minute and toasted the bread I sat on the kitchen bar and starts to eat while thought few things. So I’ll be seeing Michael soon, should I practice myself? Well that will be really weird but I still feel scared. What if? He already like that girl so much like how much he loves me. I knew how things get to us, Michael confess his feelings to me and Ashton did tell something to me too, what if those things happened again to both of them?

I don’t want to cry anymore I have to be strong. I have to.

After I eat my breakfast I quickly took a shower and leave Jans a voicemail telling her I’ll be gone for few days and I’ll be in New York. I know she’ll get worried but I don’t want to get detailed with everything she might stop me or scold me again but I understand if she’ll do that, she knew what’s happening to me when I’m all broken down.

While I fix my hair I plugged in Mom’s laptop and leave Jen and Bree e-mails that I talked to Luke and told them everything we’ve talked about also that I’ll go to New York to visit Michael. I don’t want to disturb them and the fact the time zones are still quite confusing for me. I visit some website to buy my plane ticket though I’m eager to go I still look for cheap ones or if some had discounts as I did I saw a friendly price and its 5 days trip to New York! The plane is scheduled to leave tomorrow morning at 9:00am. Bought it already and print the ticket right away.

I called Luke to pick me up at eight in the morning and told him our house’s address.

It’s Monday morning and I’m done packing my things again since I only brought few things when I got here on our house I just decided to bring my old clothes here. It’s 7:30am and Mom was waiting for me on the living room.

“Have a safe flight okay?” Mom said as she took my bags.

“Thanks..” I said and smiled at her.

We both sat down as I wait for Luke to come here and pick me up.

“Who’s going to pick you up again?”

“Michael’s friend.. It’s Luke mom.”

“Is he going with you?” She asked and look bothered at me.

“No mom, he’s busy here but I don’t know and I doubt he’ll join me to this crazy love adventure of mine.” I said and almost laugh to the three words I’ve just said.

“Well he’s a good friend as I can see just call me whatever happens okay?”

“Yes mom I will.” I said.

Mom stands up and held my hand and pull into a hug, a very tight hug.

“My little baby is a grown lady now.” She whispered.

“Mom, I’ll just visit my ex-boyfriend I haven’t graduated in college yet.” I laughed.

“I know that but look at you, having your courage and strength to fly thousands of miles just to see a man. I just do hope so when Michael sees you.. You’re still the girl he loves.” She said.

Tears went out of my eyes.

As I hug my mom again, there’s been a honk outside and Luke texted me that he’s here already. I kissed mom on the cheeks and she cried like I’m moving away already. Always love the fact that she still supports me with everything that I’ve been into especially to the times like this. It’s always been the two of us.