My Cinderella

29

Lunatic

We both take a sit and now I think I want to end this bullshit. I can't belive this emotion could drag me into this shit.

Now I'm sharing some piece of shit to this man that I barely know! Should I just seduce him so we couldn't talk about this shit? I think that's the only emergency option in this situation.

"You could speak anytime you—

"It does not matter anymore..." I breathe out while my eyes were shut. "What do you mean?"

I opened my eyes and look at him with my blank expression. "I mean... I would never had a chance to see him again... I'm a total bitch after all, I know he can't accept me again after leaving him."

"Ma'am... I know you're suffering on what you feel right now and doubting like that can't help you from moving on. Yo—

"Then maybe this could help me move on." I quickly stand up and hop on top of him as I attack him on a kiss.

I forced myself to kiss him just to stop him from discussing that shit. As I keep on forcing myself kissing him, I was quite shock that he kissed back and I did not know that, as he do that a tear keeps on escaping and trailing down my cheeks.

but later on... He stopped and pulled me away... Natulala lang naman ako sa may dibdib n'ya at nanahimik na para bang walang nangyari.

I stand up so is he. "I-I'm sorry ma'am... B-But I need to go..." I shut my eyes so hard as he quickly ran out and shut the door behind so I had a chance to hit my dumb head hard.

Ugh! Ang bobo mo Xey!! Why did you do that?! Bakit ba kasi ang hina kona pagdating sa mga bagay na ganito? Ang hina-hina kong humarap sa mga ganitong problema!

Like shit, this happened at the time Me and kevin had a relationship... Masyado yata akong nagpakatanga kay kevin noon at mas piniling magpakatatag na parang lalaki kila daddy noon... Natatakot akong maging duwag ulit kaya pinilit kong maging malakas.

Pero kahit anong lakas ko, hanggang pisikal lang pala yon pero deep inside me... Mahina talaga ako... Ni' hindi ko nga maharap mga magulang ko kase alam kong mahina ako sa pakikipag harap-harapan sa kanila... Hanggang dito ba naman din sa naramdaman ko kay chase?!

Ugh fvck this is too much to handle... I need to apologize to Leonardo...

Pero bago pa ko makatakbo sa rest house nito ay nakapag palit ako ng damit muna.

Why ? Didiretsyo naman ako sa bar malapit dito kaya ganto nalang susuot ko.

I walk towards his rest house at bago pa ko makalapit doon ay may narinig na kong iyak ng bata mula sa loob.

I sigh and I guess Leonardo's not here and for Pete's sake, why did he left his child in alone?!

I twist the knob and I smirk when I knew that it was unlocked. I help myself in and it was dark inside. The place was like mines but with bigger space. I shut the door behind and started to call out Leonardo's name.