strawberries & cigarettes || YOONMIN ✔ wattys2019

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"I know because... " Chan began quietly, " because he used to be my boyfriend. The one that fucked me up completely."

Jimin gulped as his eyes started to fill up with tears again .He felt overwhelmed.

"Y-yoongi.. used to.....  d-date you?" , jimin stuttered in shock.

"Yeah ", Chan nodded, looking down. A part of him hated yoongi for everything he did to him and another part still couldn't get over him regardless of the damage he had caused.

"What did he do to you, chan?" Jimin whispered furrowing his eyebrows.

"I guess " Chan mumbled, "I guess I just wasn't enough. He cheated ."

"Oh.. "

"multiple times."

Jimin gulped again. He couldn't understand how someone could do that, "well.. That's messed up."

"Jimin ",chan sighed deeply.

"What?"

"Don't let him hurt you."

"But why did he lie to me about .. you know?"

"About not liking dudes? Well, I have no idea. I'm even more surprised he hasn't hooked up with you yet."

"That's.. "

"I know. But you don't know him."

"I guess ", jimin mumbled disappointed.

-

Yoongi was laying on his couch, smoking his third pack of cigarettes. He couldn't stop thinking about jimin. Jimin and his sweet smile and his fruity scent. Jimin and the tears rolling down his rosy cheeks.

Yoongi:
Jimin

Yoongi:
Don't be upset

Yoongi started pulling his hair for being so stupid. Why couldn't he just admit it? He didn't want to. Something about jimin made him feel things he never really felt before and it scared him. He didn't want to hurt jimin. And he knew that he eventually would.

Yoongi :
How can I make this good jiminie?

Jimin:
Stay away from me and chan

Yoongi :
Chan??

"Fuck" , yoongi cursed freaking out. Chan must have told him everything.

-

The next day

Jimin died his hair. Black. The pink in his blond hair faded away so he decided to try something new. He wanted to start new. He wanted to stop being a baby.

Even though jimin didn't want to see yoongi at college or anywhere, he couldn't stop his eyes from looking around to find yoongi. But yoongi wasn't there.

After college , jimin walked home slowly. He wanted to talk to yoomgi and ask him how he could do that to his best friend but at the same time he didn't want to see him.

Jimin took off his shoes and headed upstairs to his room, he dropped his bag as soon as he noticed the bag of candy on his bed. Next to in was a box of fresh strawberries and a card. "Let's talk " was written on it.

Jimin :
Fine. Let's see what you have to say

A couple minutes later yoongi arrived at jimins house and jumped through the window. He froze when he saw jimin standing in front of him.

"Jimin.. "

"What!"

"Your hair.. ", yoongi gulped moving towards the younger. He wasn't sure if he liked the black on jimin or not. All he knew it made him look less innocent.

" You don't like me being a man ,huh?" Jimin scoffed.

"A man ?" Yoongi laughed and realized he shouldn't have when jimin glared at him, furrowing his eyebrows.

"So what do you want to talk about?" Jimin asked harshly.

Yoongi ran his hand through his hair, " I guess.. You figured it out already.. "

" Fortunately ", jimin smirked " maybe now, knowing how bad you really are.. I can stop liking you. Maybe I finally have found a reason."

"Jimin ", yoongi whispered stepping forward, staring into jimins teary eyes " do you really don't like me anymore?"

Jimin bit his lips, he knew if he said he didn't like him anymore it would be a lie. It's not that simple, feelings don't just stop existing no matter how bad a person is.

" answer me, jimin " yoongi said looking down.

"Why does it matter,yoongi? You don't even like boys."

"Right ", yoongi sighed rolling his eyes, "I don't ".

" Then leave ."

Yoongi walked over to the window not looking back at jimin, "but you're a man, right park jimin?"

And with that he left jimin standing there confused again. What does that mean? Jimin watched yoongi from the window screen. He was sitting in his car smoking and texting someone.

Suddenly, the phone in jimins pocket vibrated.

Yoongi :
I'll be there to pick you up at 9 .
No questions. No refusing :)