strawberries & cigarettes || YOONMIN ✔ wattys2019

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"I know you're tired, but I'm gonna need your help, jimin. Please, come down to the kitchen with me. I don't know where things are."

"Do you actually know how to cook?"

"Jimin, I've been living by myself for years. Of course do I know how to cook. Now, get up. I'll help you."

Yoongi put jimins arm around his shoulder so he could lift him up and help him walk down the stairs. Jimin was walking with slow and heavy steps. Yoongi sighed, "you know what? This is taking forever ."

Yoongi carried jimin bridal style, just like the time he did when he found jimin sleeping on the ground next to him. Jimin tried avoiding yoongis gaze, looking away as his face flushed.

"You're so shy."

"let me down ."

Yoongi placed jimin on the kitchen stool and got him a warm blanket to keep him warm. Then, he rested both of his arms on the kitchen counter, biting his lips while trying hard of something to cook that wouldn't take too much time.

"Any suggestions?"

"I don't know. Anything works."

"Ramen?"

"Okay ."

Jimin looked at yoongi, admiring his veiny hands as he was chopping some green onions. Jimin, thought yoongi cooking looked really hot. Everything yoongi did looked so cool, he thought.

When the noodles were done, yoongi took two bowls and filled them. He placed one on the table in front of jimin and the other one in front of him.

"Can you eat by yourself?"

Jimin nodded smiling. He took the chopsticks in his hand and started smelling the noodles, licking his lips.

"Are you that hungry?"

Jimin nodded again and took a bite, "y-you k-know I w-was actually thinking ab-bout dwying my h-hair back to pwink."

"Well, it looked great on you. Why not?"

Jimin gulped down, "you don't think, it'll make me look like baby?"

"Jimin, you'll always look like a baby .no matter what hair color you get. "

"Yoongi.." Jimin smiled shyly, as he looked down at his noodles, "why are you suddenly so nice?"

The sudden question took yoongi aback, "I guess I feel bad for you because maybe it is kinda my fault."

"Kinda?",jimin giggled.

"Jimin, I'll go outside for a bit and take some fresh air after I bring you back to your room, okay?" Yoongi said as he placed his empty bowl on the kitchen counter so he could clean it later.

"Fine," jimin answered.

While yoongi was outside, jimin snuggled into his warm covers, smiling. He was so happy, getting to spend so much time with yoongi. And for the first time he felt like yoongi actually cared about him. But maybe he felt bad for him. Maybe it was just that.

He took out his notebook from under his pillow and started writing down some words.

Maybe behind all this coldness
and all the frozen feelings

maybe somewhere deep inside
there's warmness and a fire

maybe you're just pretending
because you're afraid of admitting

maybe ,
I mean something to you, too .

"I'm back", yoongi said and closed the door behind him. Jimin quickly put his notebook aside and smiled. The room was getting darker as the sun went down.

"Should I turn on the light?"

"No, I think I'll go to sleep. If you want you can leave. My mum will surely be back soon, so you can go. I mean if yo- "

"make space ",yoongi commands as he lifted up the blanket. Jimin gulped and made some space for yoongi. All the memories flashing through his head. Now it was so different. Jimin was in love with yoongi and maybe yoongi was in love with him too.

Yoongi pulled jimin closer to him, putting his arm around his torso. Jimin gasped, not expecting yoongi to touch him at all. He smiled, biting his lips but yoongi couldn't see.

Yoongi moved his face closer to jimins neck, with his eyes closed "you smell so sweet. Mm. Nice. "

Jimin turned around, now facing yoongi who had opened his eyes, he moved his head closer to yoongis chest, wrapping his arm loosely around the elder.

"And you just smoked, didn't you?", jimin asked as he burried his face into yoongis chest.

Yoongi nodded, "yeah, sorry . If you don't like the smell I can get of-"

"Shut up and close your eyes ",jimin mumbled, already half asleep. Yoongi smirked and closed his eyes, feeling warm and safe.

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