strawberries & cigarettes || YOONMIN ✔ wattys2019

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It was deadly silent in the car. Jimin was still sobbing quietly avoiding yoongis gaze as he looked out of the window, not minding the cold breeze brushing against his skin and tears. It was so painful, not being accepted by your parents for who you truly are.

All his life he wanted to be the best son they could wish for, always doing his best. Stressing himself over his exams, always studying while all the other students were out partying . He did everything to not be a disappointment but that was exactly what he was right now.

Yoongi glanced over at jimin every now and then, his heart clenching of the sight of the younger looking so weak and broken like his whole world has just fallen apart.

"Hey, jimin.. " yoongi whispered with an appealing tone as he looked over at him ,not knowing what to say nor how to comfort him.

"I'm fine, keep going ", jimin hiccuped and wiped his tears away. He bit his lip trying to stop crying.

"It's okay to cry, jimin", yoongi said and his hand wandered to jimins cold one which was on his lap, holding a tissue. Yoongi grabbed his hand while he continued to drive. Both of their hands on jimins lap.

"Where are we going?" Jimin suddenly asked and turned to yoongi. Yoongi looked at jimins red, tired eyes and smiled weakly, "where do you want to go, jimin. We'll go wherever you want. Even if you want to get out of this city and start over."

Jimin bit his lower lip and sighed deeply, letting out a shaky breath,"I don't care ,yoongi. As long as I'm with you it's okay. Just p-please don't l-leave m-me " his lips trembled and his tears fell all over his face.

Yoongi parked in the nearest alley, now giving all of his attention to the younger. He nearly started to cry himself but the darkness wouldn't let jimin notice the teary eyes of the older.

"I won't leave you jimin", yoongi whispered as he took jimins cold hand in both of his and cupped them, rubbing his thumb over them.

"What if you do?" Jimin asked ,shifting his gaze between yoongis sparkling teary eyes. He noticed the tears forming in yoongis eyes, the way they sparkled in the dark exposed them.

"I won't "yoongi promised, "I'll be here for you ,now let's get on the back seat and talk."

Both of them got in the back and yoongi turned off his car. He wanted to talk to jimin, hear his thoughts and listen. Because when he was younger, he was all by himself and had no one to listen.

"It's fine jimin. It'll be fine. Just tell me how you feel ", yoongi said leaning back and turning his head and gaze to jimin.

Jimin was curled up in a ball, wrapping his arms around his knees and started talking, his lips still trembling "yoongi..I-i'm s-scared ."

"What are you scared of, jimin?"

"..life, everything. I don't want to be alone. My parents hate me, they don't want me anymore.. Just because i'm m-me and I have no where to go, I'm lost. I lost everything."

Yoongi put his finger on jimins plump trembling lip, "Ssh, you're not alone, jimin. I'm right here by your side. You won't be alone and you're moving in with me. That's it."

Jimin shook his head in disbelief and looked up, so he wouldn't cry " yoongi.. I don't think.. I'm not sure.. "

"What?"

"..I'm not sure if you love me or if I'm just one of many others ", jimin finally confessed his biggest fear. He was never sure of yoongis feelings towards him because yoongi wasn't really expressive. He knew yoongi cared for him but he didn't know if he actually meant that much to him or if he was just someone to him.

Yoongis fingers walked through jimins hands and he crawled on top of him, helping jimin to lean comfortably against the window. He was looking at jimin, his gaze almost burning him. He looked into the youngers eyes thinking 'you have no clue, you have no clue. '

Jimin let go of yoongis hand and grabbed yoongis face, looking up at him. The tension was in the air. Yoongi lowered his head getting closer to jimins face. He put his warm hand on jimins cheek, grabbing him gently not minding jimins ice cold hands now wandering down his neck.

Jimins lips parted as he stared at yoongis lips with hunger and need. Yoongis lips were the only thing he wanted to feel right now. He was so hurt and so empty that only yoongi could mend and heal his broken heart.

Yoongi took a deep breath and whispered, "I love you, jimin" against his lips before he pressed his lips against jimins, biting his lower lip. Jimin felt shivers down his spine, not only because of the heated kiss but because of yoongis words. It gave him strength and.. Goose bumps.

I love you jimin ,the words repeated in his head.

Jimin pulled away for a second, "I love you too " he whispered before crushing his lips against yoongis again, entering his tongue. They shared a heated passionate kiss, driving both of them crazy. Yoongi took control letting the younger give in.

Yoongis hands slipped under jimins shirt, finding their way up to his waist, holding him gently as he deepened the kiss. Jimin couldn't help but let out a small moan as he felt yoongis touch.

Jimin tightened his grip on yoongis collar, begging him with a shaky voice, "p-please yoongi "

Yoongis eyes widened as he looked into jimins needy eyes who was nodding his head, showing yoongi it was okay. Jimin unbuttoned some buttons of yoongis shirt while yoongi was still lost in jimins eyes. Suddenly yoongi felt a cold hand on his chest and jimins other hand on his nape, pulling him down to his face.

"Please yoongi, I'm ready ",jimin moaned as he kissed yoongi once again. Yoongi bit his lips at the sight of jimins swollen lips and his needy eyes and began leaving a trail of kisses on jimins neck..

He needed jimin just as much jimin needed him.

💞

SORRY

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" yoongi hyung telling me I love you would give me a lot of strength "

"jiminah,.. saranghae"