strawberries & cigarettes || YOONMIN ✔ wattys2019

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"Why haven't you told me about your poetry?"

Jimins eyes widened as he let go of yoongis hands, "h-how? I mean, how do you know about my poetry?"

Yoongi giggled at the confused face expression jimin made," well, I'm not sure you want to remember that but it was the day, you left me at the coffee shop after you saw my neck and.. yeah, you left your notebook. And I might have taken a peek at it."

Jimin hid his face embarrassed, remembering every word he wrote about yoongi, his cheeks tinting red," please don't tell me you read-  wait."

"What?"

"You're an asshole" jimin pouted, lightly pushing yoongi. Yoongi tilted his head in confusion, "what do you mean, why?"

"So that's how you knew!", jimin sighed loudly and tucked on his hair ,"that's how you knew I had feelings for you! That day you climbed through my window and tried to comfort me. Then, you pointed at your neck and said 'you have feelings for me, don't you'. You're honestly such an asshole, yoongi."

"Sorry", yoongi mumbled, now feeling completely guilty for the way he treated jimin back then. He swung his arm around jimins shoulder, playfully pinching his soft chubby cheeks, "but maybe if that didn't happen, I wouldn't have known and all of this would've stayed in your imagination."

"Well, you're wrong. I was just about to tell you, when I-, I noticed that ugly thing on your neck", jimin whispered, tracing his fingers over yoongi's skin and the dark spots on it. He smiled unconsciously, remembering that yoongi was now his. He marked him as his.

"But please don't ever cheat on me",jimin added, his voice slightly cracking.

"Jimin, I won't ever do that. It's a promise", yoongi said and pressed his lips against jimin. Suddenly, the ringing of a phone interrupted. But this time it wasn't jimins phone. Unexpectedly, it was yoongis. Yoongi jumped up, panicking, looking for the phone in his drawers until he found the right one. He picked up, stepping away from jimin as he said, "hello?"

Jimin looked at yoongi. He looked extremely nervous. Jimin could tell from the way yoongi bit his lips and played with his fingers. Not only did he look nervous, he looked extremely anxious.

"Okay, got it. Yeah, I'm on my way."yoongi said before he hung up, taking in a deep shaky breath.

"Is everything okay?" Jimin asked quietly, a tone of concern and worry in his soft voice.

Yoongi shrugged, turning to jimin. He almost forgot jimin was there. He faked a smile and squated in front of the younger, laying his hand on his cheeks, "please don't worry jimin, but I need to go. It's important. I have to."

"But- it's storming outside!"

"I have to", yoongi repeated himself confidently, making jimin nod in response.

"I love you", yoongi breathed against jimins lips, locking his lips with him. He kissed him passionately, ignoring his shaky feet and pounding heart.

"Be careful", jimin said. He wasn't doubting yoongi. He was worried. After all, it was pitch black and the wind was howling. The rain still hasn't stopped.

"Okay, you too" he said before disappearing into the cold blackness. Jimin could hear yoongis old car driving further and further away, until all he heard was the storm. Now, he was alone.

And now that he was alone, it hit him. It was storming and jimin was afraid of storms. When he was with yoongi, he didn't feel scared at all. He felt secure, like nothing could hurt him. It was the first time he ever felt like that in a storm.

He picked up his phone and opened it. His mouth opening at the countless amount of received calls. A heart-wrenching feeling overwhelmed him as he saw the calls were from his mother. It felt like as if someone was clenching his heart in their fist.

He wanted to call her so badly because at the very moment he needed her but the timing was wrong. It was past midnight and his mother would be asleep at this time. He couldn't wake her up to tell her he was afraid of storms and wanted to go back to her, even if she might not want him. But why would she call him?

He scrolled through his phone emotionless, looking for some songs to listen to, so he could distract himself from the disaster happening outside the broken window. But nothing seemed to help while yoongi was absent.

Yoongi come back please

I need you here ,now

Jimin couldn't fall asleep. He kept shifting on the mattress, turning around every few seconds. He watched the sky becoming brighter and clearer, the sun was about to rise and the dark clouds disappeared. The weather becoming normal again. Just a few minutes later, jimin was able to finally shut his eyes because he was so tired and sleep.

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"Jimin!"

Yoongi yelled, hurrying to the body on the matters. He shook jimins shoulders, shouting out his name numerous times. The face of the younger looked so pale. It was afternoon. Why was he sleeping?

Jimin mumbled something, slowly opening his eyes to see a blurry figure looking down at him. He rubbed his eyes to realize it was yoongi. He was finally back,"w-where have you b-een?"

"Oh God",yoongi sighed and closed his eyes, wiping the sweat pearls off his forehead,"oh God, jimin. You scared me." He said trying to control his breathing.

Jimin furrowed his brows and sat up, taking a closer look at yoongi,"w-what happened to your face?" He asked, touching the scar next to yoongis left eye.

Yoongi flinched, gasping,"Oh, it's nothing. I just hit my head on the car."

"Should I clean it for you?" Jimin offered, looking at yoongi with worry in his eyes. Yoongi looked tired. But he sure hasn't slept all night.

"I'll do it later. Now tell me what happened to you. Why are you still asleep? It's 5pm. I thought something happened to you."

"I fell asleep this morning. I couldn't sleep all night long because you were gone. I'm afraid of-"

"storms", yoongi continued, letting his hand wander through jimins messy morning -well, afternoon hair.

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so guys this story is slowly heading to an end. I finally planned everything out. And I'm sure you're going to love the coming chapters💗

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