strawberries & cigarettes || YOONMIN ✔ wattys2019

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7:56pm

Yoongi :
Are you okay?

Yoongi:
What's wrong?

Yoongi:
Did I say something wrong or are you just being a crybaby that wants attention again?

Jimin started balling his eyes out as soon as he got yoongis message. He felt so stupid for liking yoongi when he obviously didn't like him back.

Jimin :
I don't want anything from you

Jimin :
I don't even want to see your face anymore.

Jimin crawled into his bed, covering himself before starting to cry endlessly. Yoongi was the first guy jimin truly liked, even though he had met nicer guys before. Something about yoongi was making him crazy.

Yoongi :
You have no choice :)

Jimin groaned reading the text and sat up resting his face in his palms. Yoongi made him even more angry. Jimin looked at the person climbing through his window in shock.

"I told you, you have no choice",Yoongi smirked walking towards the younger who was shaking his head, tears falling from his eyes.

Yoongi took his shoes of and settled down on the bed in front of Jimin.

Jimin looked away, wiping his tear with his sleeve," I said I don't want to see you ."

Yoongi grabbed jimins arm and started wiping them away with his thumb instead, whispering " and I said you had no choice, Jimin."

"Yoongi, please.. You don't understand " jimin began shaking his head again, fighting his tears.

"Now I do ", yoongi said taking jimins hand in his, "it's because of this, right? "

Yoongi pointed at his neck, right on the hickey, "you have feelings for me don't you ?"

Jimin sighed deeply and nodded his head while looking down. Yoongi pulled jimin closer and wrapped his arms around him, "Jimin, listen.. "

Jimin rested his head on yoongis shoulder listening closely to what yoongi had to say, inhaling the smell of cigarettes.

"... You're the sweetest guy I've ever met ,Jimin. I really care about you even if sometimes I'm really mean.. I.. I.. "

"It's okay yoongi, just go."

"I'm so sorry... ",yoongi stuttered " it's just.. I don't... I mean.. I actually... don't think.. I.. L-like guys."

Jimins heart broke into million of pieces right in his lovers arms. He really needed a shoulder to cry on, someone to tell him it's okay but the person in front of him wasn't the right person.

"Do you have a girlfriend?" Jimin cried remembering the hickey.

"No, I'm not in a relationship", yoongi mumbled embarrassed.

"Please leave",jimin cried holding onto yoongi tighter. Yoongi hugged him, letting jimin cry his heart out while mumbling "sorry, im so sorry , Jimin ."

After two minutes, jimin let go, "okay ,you can leave now yoongi.. Or.. Please leave, now" jimin said with a serious voice, staring right at yoongi.

Yoongi nodded, knowing the damage he had caused. He got up and placed a kiss on jimins tear stained cheek before heading to the window ," I'm so sorry ."

Jimin wiped his tears, his heart breaking . He called chan and told him to come over due to serious heart break. Chan was on his way.

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"He doesn't like dudes" ,jimin said staring blankly at the ceiling. He was feeling numb and had stopped crying.

"I'm so sorry, man ", chan said sharing the sadness with his best friend, "you will find someone, jimin."

Jimin laughed dryly, " you were right chan.. "

"About what?"

"I should've listened to you."

"What do you mean, Jimin?" Chan asked confused.

"Yoongi... "

"It's.. yoongi?", Chan asked surprised shaking his head, "he is the one you like?!"

Jimin nodded his head, "yeah, I'm so sorry chan.. I should've listened. He even has a fucking hickey and he doesn't even have a girlfriend ."

"Fuck ", chan sighed pulling on his hair.

"What?"

Then, chan laughed dryly like he just had heard the most ridiculous thing ever, " so, he lied . He still is a fucking liar. "

"What do you mean?" Jimin asked.

"He likes guys. He likes both "chan said and his face darkened, "at least he didn't play any games with you"

"W-what ?How do you know?.. And what g-games?"

"I know because... " Chan began quietly, " because he used to be my boyfriend. The one that fucked me up completely."

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