“ long nights, daydreams, sugar and smoke rings. ”
"Can you drive faster?" Jimin asked, stretching his hand out of the window," I look to see things pass py.""Things like what?", yoongi questioned, obeying to the younger. He drove faster, making the wind play with jimins blond hair wildly. The pink completely faded. Jimins hair was now as golden as the sun on afternoons.
"I don't know, I just feel like I leave every bad memory behind me when I look at everything's passing by",jimin sighed. A warm smile settling on his face.
"Have you.. talked to your mom since, you know?" Yoongi asked with a low voice. He felt like jimin was pretty much avoiding the whole situation like it never even happened. He seemed like he just wanted to get over it as soon as possible.
But yoongi knew one thing for sure from his experiences; you can't completely get over something if you just push it further away ,deep in your head or heart. Because that way, it's still there, just waiting for the trigger to be pulled to finally explode and kill you.
"Jimin, did you hear me?" Yoongi said, slightly tucking on jimins sleeve. Jimin was watching the trees pass by as if they were people. Jimin shrugged,"sorry, what?"
"Have you spoken to your mom?"
Jimin sighed, shaking his head ,"No, not yet. She called me a couple times though." Or maybe even a couple hundred times. Jimin wasn't feeling ready to talk to his own mother, something was bothering him. He felt like there was a border between them. He was afraid, afraid to be hurt again or hear things he won't like to hear.
Jimin never cared about people's words, ignoring everything. But he couldn't ignore the painful words coming from the people he loved the most in this world. The people who weren't supposed to say those things..
"Then maybe you should talk to her and see what she has to say, because I really don't think she hates you. Maybe it was just your father, maybe she was scared of him. Did he ever beat her or something?" Yoongi asked and the memories started flashing through jimins head.
The night jimins father had yelled at his mother, making her responsible for jimins low grades. He remembered the word exactly. He could even hear his father saying those “all you have to do is take care of our son, is it that hard to look after him and his grades? You're useless if our only soon becomes miserable because you couldn't take care of him.”
He heard the words clearly that day, hiding behind the kitchen door. "You shouldn't take everything so seriou- " he remembers his mother huffing back before he heard a slap, and after that all he heard was complete quietness. Low sounds of crying escaping the deadly silence . And that's when jimin promised, he didn't want to be a burden anymore. He didn't want to make his mother suffer because of him. One event changed him completely into the person he was.
"He did", jimin answered with a shaky breath, the lack of emotions in his voice. Yoongi was surprised at jimins answer and the pain in his eyes. Never has he thought jimins perfect family was like that.
"Jimin",yoongi whispered, straddling jimins thigh, "she loves you more than anything, give her a chance."
Jimin looked at yoongi and nodded,"I will."
"Really?"
"Yes, let's visit her on the weekend when she won't be at work. My father will probably be at my grandpa's house but please come with me." Jimin pleaded.
"I sure will", yoongi promised, leaning over to place a kiss on jimins cold cheek. The freezing wind not bothering jimin.
"Anyway, what about your hair? Will you dye it pink again?" Yoongi hummed, trying to change the subject.
"Do you want me to?" Jimin looked over at yoongi, with a sweet smile as his eyes formed into crescent moons.
Yoongi nodded sweetly at the younger,"yes, princess."
Jimin hit yoongis shoulder embarrassed, immediately turning red. He hated how yoongi could make him blush this easily even after all the time they spent together.
"Ouch, what was that for?" Yoongi fake cried as the younger hit him, "can't you see I'm driving?"
"Yeah, but you can obviously still have your hand on my thigh while doing so!", jimin whined as he put his hand on yoongis thigh, grinning "just to be fair."~
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strawberries & cigarettes || YOONMIN ✔ wattys2019
FanfictionIt all started when jimin met a mysterious guy at party, who soon ended up taking him on adventures at nights. Jimin has always been a good boy unlike yoongi who had a bad reputation. A lot changed when he met min yoongi and began sneaking out of th...