strawberries & cigarettes || YOONMIN ✔ wattys2019

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Another update. Yes. You're right. ⭐

Yoongi changed into some sweatpants and got ready for bed. It was still early but sleep was definitely the only way out of the miserable way he was feeling. Usually he'd just a smoke a cigarette but he hasn't smoked one for a long time. For a moment he thought about buying some, then he just sighed and closed his eyes realizing it wasn't worth it.

He didn't want to bother jimin and his new friend. He didn't hear what they were saying on purpose. He just wanted to grab another cup of coffee from the kitchen downstairs, when he heard Eric asking what jimin was looking at. His eyes widened as he slowly walked down the stairs, witnessing how Eric leaned forward ready to kiss jimin. And jimin didn't even move one inch.

"Leave"

The words hardly came out. The shock was too big. The fact that jimin was just going to let that happen broke his heart. No. It didn't break it. It made his heart shatter. Completely.

It's been a couple minutes since he was in bed. Overthinking everything. He knew he wasn't the best looking guy. There was no way he could even be close to Eric's level. He just felt so worthless. What if Jimin chose Eric over him?

Would he blame him? Probably not. He knew he wasn't the best person. He has gotten jimin into so much trouble and danger. no matter what good he did. Nothing could ever fix that.

knock knock ..

Quiet knocks are coming from the bedroom door. Yoongi closed his eyes, pretending to sleep. He just needed some time before he wanted to say jimins face again. There wasn't really a way to avoid that since they were sharing the room but he tried.

"yoongi" a small voice spoke and got closer. Jimin sat down on the bed and played with his fingers nervously. He wasn't realizing that he was pouting and being all sorry until he spoke again,"are you mad at me?"

Silence was yoongis way to answer that question. Wasn't it obvious?

"Trust me, it's not like you think. .I- didn't want him t-to k-kiss m-me", jimin hiccups and starts to cry. Yoongi just listens pretending to be asleep, even though he knows that jimin knows he wasn't even close to being asleep.

"- I p-promise, I -w-would n-ever do that to you", he cries harder and drops himself on top of yoongi, crying on his back. His tears staining on yoongis shirt.

Yoongi felt bad. He hated when jimin cried. It broke his heart. But this time, his heart was already broken. And the reason was Jimin. He groaned, "get off me."

Jimin stopped crying and sat down, wiping his tears with the sleeves of his sweater, "i-m i'm sorry"

"No. You're not." yoongi replied and sat up, keeping a distance between him and jimin." If I didn't walk in that second, who knows what could've happened while I'm upstairs... trusting you."

"Nothing would've happened! I was just shocked and i- d-didn't know w-what to do" jimin cried again and looked at yoongi with teary eyes.

"Jimin.. "yoongi bit his lips and whispered, " am i- not good enough for you?"

"What are you talking about yoongi! I love you." Jimin hugged yoongi and continued, "you're enough. A thousand times enough. I only want you even if I could have anyone in this world. I'd still chose you. Over and over again. Do you hear me?"

Yoongi nodded as a single tear drop slowly ran down his pale  cold cheek. Jimin wiped it away with his thumb, leaving a soft kiss over it, "I love you."

"I love you too, jiminie." Yoongi said and finally hugged back, hugging tighter and tighter until he felt their hearts beating together. Moments like these, made them stronger.

"Oh" jimin pulled away.

"What?" yoongi asked confused at jimins sudden move.

"I know who spread the rumors."

"W-what rumors?" yoongi asked, having no clue what jimin was referring to.

"Oh my-" jimin gasped" I forgot I haven't told you yet."

"Well, tell me. Right now." Yoongi said and watched jimin getting into a comfortable position.

"Everyone at college thought I was dead." Jimin told, "you should've seen how they looked at me. Like I'm from another planet or something."

"Dead?!"

"Yeah, dead. Murdered by my kidnapper." Jimin explained.

"Kidnapper? What? I'm so confused." Yoongi furrowed his eyebrows.

"You!" Jimin raised his voice, "they fucking think you were the one that killed me."

"Me-.. Jimin. Who the fuck said that?"

"Well, someone informed the school that I was killed after I went missing. I mean, 'we both' went missing. Pretty suspicious, isn't it?" Jimin asked.

"Who the fuck would say that. I don't get it."

"I know who spread the false rumors. Of course everyone would believe him." Jimin mumbled.

"Who? Just say it", yoongi was getting impatient.

"My father, yoongi. He can't stand you."

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