A Deviant, Rebel & Princess

Feels good to be missed

Of Course Credit to Icon for Hire, for the song 'Fix me'.

One of my favourites  <3

The next day was pretty relaxed, I got up and went in to Andy’s room where we all ordered room service and had a huge breakfast. Harley was sitting infront of the TV watching some cartoons. Standing out on the balcony it looked like it was going to be another great day in the Gold Coast. I heard some one walking over and place their hands on the ralling next to mine.

“Beautiful isn’t it” He breathed.

“Yeah, wish we could wake up to this every morning” I replied.

“We could have this you know” He said.

“Ash...we’re just starting to get to a good place” I said looking up at him.

“I know...but I love you Ariel and I want to make this right” He said.

“I love you too, we had been through so much, fight after fight...its torture...we get too close and you’ll ask me to marry you again and im just not ready” I cried looking up at him.

“Oh Ariel, trust me, We don’t have to get married as long as I know I have you and Harley im happy, I want to create some normal for her, I don’t want to go sleeping around, I don’t want to be a teenager any more I want to grow up, be a father be a proper boyfriend for you” he said looking in to my eyes. I had no words, I was speechless. Leaning up, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him as hard as I could.

“wow” Ashley breathed after I let him go, “I love you Ashley, your drive me crazy and not always in the good way but I love you with all my heart and it will always be you, I don’t want any one else” I replied looking up at him. A huge smile crept across his face as he pulled me in to a tight hug. I closed my eyes, just relishing in the moment.

“I think we’re being watched” he whispered. I looked over and every one was sitting in the room, grinning from ear to ear. Except Andy, who was partly grossed out with his head cocked to the side.

“Oh grow up Andy!” I said grabbing a pillow as I walked in and threw it at him.

We got to the sound wave around 12:30 the guys weren’t playing for a few more hours, but were doing a signing and meet and greet before hand. I was standing back stage talking to some people and trying to fix some ear plugs in Harley’s ears so it wasn’t so loud for her.

“Hey Art of War is up next, wanna see how much they suck?” Jinxx called out to me.

“Ughhh?” I thought....

“C’mon! Please! I wanna look around any way” he begged.

“Fine, Fine I’ll come” I gave Harley to Ashley and Andy while I left with Jinxx. So many people were coming over to him, that we had to get security. They kept asking me questions too some were still snappy talking about Ashley, I had a right might to yell and stick my finger up at all of them but I tried to keep my cool and ignore them. Jinxx could tell I was getting frustrated.

We got to the stage and the guys my ex best friends were coming on stage. There were some cheers but as soon as Aaron entered the stage there were loud Boo’s. People started throwing stuff when the band started to play.

“Whats going on?” I asked Jinxx.

“They don’t like the volcalist...” he muttered and pointed and the crowd started chanting my name.

“Ive seen this on the internet...they’ve been doing this for ages, I cant believe you never knew” Jinxx said.

“Wow...”I couldn’t help but smile, I had very loyal fans.