MY WORSE LOVELY NIGHTMARE

9.TRUST

SINADIA’s POV

I’m exhausted! I don’t totally know why do we or they need to celebrate my birthday even though they don’t know and saw me even once in their lives. Duh! BTW.

When they finish eating they said their goodbyes. “I love you baby and happy birthday!” He kissed my temple before he walk towards the door and stop to wait my mother. “Love you.” I respond coldly.

“We’re proud of you. Please stop hurting and threatening our people specially ladies like you.” She warned me like a sweet mother… AS ALWAYS. I just nod and let her words come into my ear and shoo to another. They both leave me alone. I was about to cry without any good reason but I force to cease it. I hate and I’m tired of crying.

After finishing my meal, I leave and gait towards the only peaceful place in this inferno to meet the exquisite one.

Remembering the day when she became my new assistant made me smile. I decide to call her assistant because she’s different than my idiots and I don’t think stupid can fit her. At the time that I hear her angelic voice talking with Preyeka my heart start pounding like its gonna burst out of my body. ‘Maybe I’m just scared dahil matapos ang nakita niya at nalaman ay siguradong mag-iiba ang trato nya sakin.’

Well indeed, everything change. Now her move have a lot of care just because she don’t want to commit mistakes, she didn’t talk to me a lot than than day, she’s calling me Master and that’s I hate the most compare to that naive one when our first meet. Sa mga ganong kilos ay lumalabas na nagiging isa narin siya dun sa mga gunggong.

Now I’m almost there to meet Rebekah I don’t really know what comes into my mind? Dahil nong nakita ko yung galak sa mukha niya ay bigla akong napa oo. Bigla akong umoo na ipapakilala ko siya kay Sinadia na ako naman. I’m the worse! Do I have to reveal my secret that only my parents and few trusted idiots knew… I mean other staff working in here? I signed.

Remembering the day when I task to stay on my cell in this hell was definitely a murder. That slowly killing me inside and draining me physically. Until now. No one knows, especially me if there any chance that I can survive this without any help. 

I open the door and smile appears from nowhere when I saw her sleepy eyes trying to recognize me. That beautiful brown sleepy eyes of her. “Maraming salamat sa paghihintay, ako nga pala si Sinadia L. Elleamor. Ikinagagalak kong makipagkita sa iyo.” I gladly introduce myself before turning on the light.

‘Now I’m here in front of her again and trying my best to used her language properly and correctly. Yah, this is the dialect that our land uses but… I didn’t use it until I meet Nanay. Doing my best to study this languages was breath taking but I did learn for Nanay and still studying until now. I can say improvement is mine, but still.’

‘I presume that my father want me to be hate by my people that’s why he didn’t let me use my own dialect. Tsek, useless, cause they already hate me and vice versa.’

She stood up and look at me in shock. Then shook her head in disbelief. Shy laugh comes to her lips. “Huwag ka ngang magbiro nang ganya, kaya ko namang tanggapin kong hindi siya makakapunta. Ka-” Napahinto siya ang agad akong umiling at lumakad palapit. “Trust me.” I bite my bottom lip. ‘Dammit, Dia why did you forgot that she can’t understand your language? Pwede ba kahit ngayon.’

“Hindi naman kita niloloko, totoo. Ako nga si Sinadia. Prinsesa Sinadia.” Pagpupumilit na may halong pakiusap. Again she laugh. She hold my shoulders and squeeze it gently. That brown orb look straight into my soul. “Siguro ayaw mo lang na sabihin ang masamang balita at natutuwa ako dun. Pero hindi mo naman dapat talaga gawin iyong kalokohan na hiniling ko. Ayos lang sakin na hindi ko siya makikita.” Huminto siya para ngumiti.