BTS LOVE YOURSELF - THE NOTES (ENGLISH TRANSLATION)

'answer' Yoongi's Notes °2 May Year 22°

2 May
Year 22

The sheet burnt instantly.
Everything was surrounded by the unbearable heat of the fire.
The apartment was no longer damp.
It no longer smelled damp and moldy.
All that was left was pain.

The physical pain of the fire burning my fingertips open.
My skin was so hot it felt like blisters would
form only to be melted off by the heat.
My father's expressionless face came to mind.
Music scattered through my thoughts.

My father and I were so different.
He didn't understand me.
I didn't understand him.
If I tried, could I persuade him?
Probably not.

All I could do was hide, rebel, and run away.

Then there was a time when I thought whether
I was going to get out or not.
Then came the fear of cliffs.

What on earth am I running away from?
How can I escape from myself?
Everything seemed impossible.

It sounded like someone was calling,
but I did not lift my head.
I could not breathe because of the heat and the pain.
I had no will to move.
I was still able to remember Jungkook.
He must have gotten angry.
Perhaps he will mourn for me.

I just wanted to sit down and let the fire take me.
Both the smoke and heat, pain and fear wanted it all to end here.

Yoongi's last note ^~^
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