BTS LOVE YOURSELF - THE NOTES (ENGLISH TRANSLATION)

'her' Taehyung's Notes °29 December Year 10°

YEAR 10
29 December

As soon as I enter my hole I take off my shoes, drop my bag and run inside to the master bedroom. My father, for once, is actually here.

But one thing I didn't know was that the many days after the short-lived happy one, would bring with them the smell of alcohol, cursing and many hits.

I don't specifically remember what happened next after I'd happily hugged my father, unaware of his intoxication.

I smelt the strong, pungent scent of alcohol on him, his rough beard and bloodshot eyes finally starting to come to my realization.

"What are you looking at?" He asked, hitting my cheek lightly, before hitting me again harder when i didn't respond to his repeated question.

I was scared of his eyes...
I was scared of getting hurt...

And the funny thing was that I'd never imagined that I'd ever be so scared of the father I'd loved so much and looked up to...

He was my father...but he wasn't at the same time...

Before I could properly comprehend what was happening, my head hit the wall hard. It felt as if my head was going to burst as my vision grew blurred and dark around my peripheral view.

Before I completely lost consciousness, the last thing I heard was my father's breathing...

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